sad

this has got to have been one of the saddest days i witnessed. i say sad because we got word this morning that a close relative on my moms side passed away because of aids, we were up in the morning trying to figure out arrangement for my mom to head down south of the border to meet up with the rest of the families. me and my older brother were on the verge of actually driving down there and dropping them off at the border and buy them bus tickets for my mom and my dad to reach the small town. it hurt me to see my mom down and unable to process and think clearly. luckily there was a friend of the family heading down there because of what had happened and were asked if they could take them. they accepted and we rushed our parents into town and they were able to make it safely there. i was able to spend some one on one time with my brother and tumbler. but then after that time was over he had to go back to his home. even though he left a few hours ago i miss the guy, after he left i jumped on the old computer and began finding old playlist i made back when we go the computer; a little more then a decade ago. i am getting tired and have a list of things to do since no one will be here and have to take care of everything while everyone is away. i hope all had a great day. good night and sweet dreams.

christmas

dear whomever it may concern,

my christmas wasn’t so great. but i am not going to complain, even though i received nothing i am still slightly grateful i was able to spend it with my family. my little brother wasn’t able to come home, now i know what he felt like when i or my older brother was not able to visit. i do understand times are tough, people got to work and stuff has to get done. i know i shouldn’t brag about how great this day is and i won’t because what would have made it complete would be my little brother show up. i was able to spend time with tumbler too, this has been one of the greatest day for tumbler though, he was spoiled with care, food, shelter and playtime. we are now getting ready to go to sleep and he is laying down at feet keeping them warm. i hope all go what they asked santa for. i know i did because i asked for nothing but to spend time with my family and dog. i hope friends received what i sent out to them in time. it is time to say my goodbyes and wake up fo another day closer to a new year. if you didn’t know i love you. i don’t know how to say it any better. i hope all had a great christmas and to all good night and sweet dreams.

thank you,

orlandot

silly

i got pulled over and the cop claims to have clocked me on the radar at 40 mph, the silly thing about it was that i had my cruise control on 30 mph. how does a thing like that happen?! he was chasing another car; a much nicer one then mine but when you see an old person driving you make the assumption it was an accident and when you see a younger looking person wearing a backwards baseball cap he is automatically doing something wrong. i was let off with a warning but i could have done without the pulling over and been asleep already instead of typing this out and being disgruntled. well officer the next time you do pull someone over don’t be ignorant and discriminate. i don’t care what department or rank or what city you work for, just stop while your ahead with me because you would dislike it if what you found made you feel like a fool. have a good night.

unexcite

today was my lazy sunday, woke up at all kinds of time and kept falling back asleep. i did get my rest in but it was a slow kind of day with nothing to do but clean and pick up while listening to my ipod. throughout the day my jaw and filling were bothering me, i had a weird feeling, very difficult to explain and i wouldn’t know where or how to begin. it is already late and have to take care of some stuff for tomorrow. i hope all had a great day. time for me to sleep. good night and sweet dreams.

 

under

still feeling under the weather. i woke up last night and got up to get some orajel for my teeth because the novocain had wore off and it had knocked me out. it looked like a chipmunk or as if i had gotten punched in the face. it didn’t hurt it just felt swollen. kind of laid in bed for a little longer then i should have. finally had gotten up and did something. started cleaning but kept sneezing. i think i sneezed over a thousand times today alone. made me some chicken for dinner, i really hope the vitamins help me get better. i can’t even talk right. i hope all had a good day. take care of yourselves folks. time for me to sleep to make what ever i have go away. good night and sweet dreams. thanks folks, i’ll live, i hope. i love y’all.

track

today was really random today, i woke up and it was cool in the house, after getting ready for work i opened the door to find fog everywhere. i couldn’t even see across the street to the other houses thats how bad it was. while i was driving i had to be extra careful since i could only see a few car lengths in front of me. it took me a little longer then usual since everyone on the road slowed down. i had made it to work safely and checked in. while we were there getting the paperwork ready for the day, it began geting beter outside. i had heard on the news the night before that it was going to be hot and then cold again at night. i got through work without any problems. what was exciting was that the week i had asked for off was given to me so that i could deal with all my school stuff and finals.

on my way back home they had closed a six-lane highway to one-lane to do work on a saturday afternoon. there was no problem the whole week with it and just out of the blue they decided they had to stop everyone and work. i was in no rush but knew what i had coming. i have a few more reports i have to turn in and they are all due next friday. i have less then a week to get them typed out and printed and sent to my professors. while i was working i was getting a headache from not eating because i had forgotten my snack before dinner time. i was going to make turkey burgers on the grill. i haven’t been able to cook in a while because of my time being busy with work or school and decided to take a break from typing.

prepared and got everything ready while the pit was being started. they came out really good. after cleaning up i jumped back on the computer to type and finish my reports. just in case i fall asleep early, i hope everyone had a good day and be safe out there. good night and sweet dreams.

swamp

i knew when i woke up this morning today would not be easy, sure enough it wasn’t. class was the only easy part of my day it was just note taking, well not very many since the professor got sidetracked and carried on about one thing to the next, i think he might possibly have an attention disorder or since it’s his last semester, he doesn’t care. after school i headed home, checked my online assignment and profesor posted we are having a take home quiz due by midnight of tomorrow and a pop test, she called it a pop test because she never mentioned anything in class about it and if you don’t check your online page it is a surprise for the next time you come into class. didn’t have time to study then because i had a long day of people to meet and files and letters to write. work went better then expected, i was able to finish up early but was given a second assignment, took me a little longer then expected. got home and now studying. i hope this test is easy but i will find out tomorrow. going to continue studying but it looks like i may be going to sleep. hope all had a good day. good night and sweet dreams.

mundo

update: alright world, i have watched you carefully and have done my best to take care of you. now i am putting my fate in you hands. and go!

keys

wow what a day. professor has now re-re-rescheduled our test. everyone one complains about him but i think since he is retiring he doesn’t care anymore and i really think everyone complains just to make conversation. he just wants the semester to be over to leave. he said he wasn’t going to finish off the year just the fall semester and leave. students have been saying they will drop and i think they have because we went from thirty five students to about less then twenty show up for class daily. after class headed to my future career and got some exciting news. looks like more hard work is in my near future. like really difficult classes. after all that noise went to work, work was work and then headed home. i heard something clicking in my tires on the way home. i checked it out when i got home and i come to find that in some crazy attempt to pop or slash my rear tire i found a broken piece of a utility knife. after further inspection it looks like the blade broke just short of actually puncturing the tire. crazy thing is, i have not pissed anyone off or mad for that reason. karma. i already have one green light. i don’t need another. trying to finish up this homework and taking a really quick break to write this. hope all had a better day. good night and sweet dreams.

push

today was…well, a pushy day, i had to push through everything to stay on task; like turn off my computer and put phone away. hide myself from the world for a few hours to get notes read and readings done for my test tomorrow. my brain is a little worn out right now and my body feels it. i feel drained. it amazes me that the readings are right. couldn’t believe it but now i do. think i will keep reading them. the study group went alright, i really wish there were more coffee shops that were open everyday, twenty four seven. make me miss bennu. on top of worrying about the test i had a big scare with tumbler, he was being lazy and was lethargic all day, he wasn’t eating and wouldn’t get up and i though he might be getting parvo again, but no vomiting this time. thank god. my dad-like qualities came out, i tried everything to get him better. i am glad to report that he is doing better and my worry is gone from him now and shifted back to my test. hope everyone had a good sunday, i tried too. the week is over and now time to start a new week. it will be a very busy week for me, i will be up and down the city.still have lots to do. i wish everyone a good night and sweet dreams.

shelby

last night got me thinking, while on the way home a guy in a red charger wanted to race me; not sure why but he did, even though i should have and lost with dignity; i didn’t! i needed a tune up really bad. i fell asleep last night randomly and when i woke up it was morning, got up left my phone and computer behind and went to work. first had to bust open my brothers’ lady first, mine was nothing but parts i could easily do, took several hours and completely changed his rear brakes to new ones. next i started on the out side of shelby and worked my way back. finally finished and she purs and runs like a beast on wheels, two more things to do tomorrow and she will be good and ready. not sure for what but she’ll be ready. it reminded me of a movie i need to re-watch because it is a top favorite, i can just about recite every line in the movie. i stayed offline for the whole day, while i was under the hood and what not i forgot about the world or the world forgot about me, but what is even crazier only one person asked me if i was still alive. it got me thinking, would i really be missed if i was gone? in conclusion just wondering?!

thoughts

reawakening

just got up from a much needed nap, lasted an hour or two, these past couple of days have been crazy, filled with some strange information. most of the week all my thoughts have gone towards a family situation. why is it that i care too much?! i know the situation at hand is out of my control but i pray and wish the best for my uncle and my family. i have nothing to offer, i can’t go visit because i have no passport. it is now time to get it, i don’t want to feel bad if something bad were to happen and i couldn’t visit. my uncle, even before his current state was a good uncle, he has done a lot for us brothers, well mainly me because i was the only one to care. i don’t know what will happen but you are in my prayers unk. as much as it pains me to say i get that frog in the throat feeling every time i think about it. my parents left again this morning to go visit and i had to go run errands, i couldn’t complain this time because they absolutely had to be taken care of today. i just hope that he can fight with his all to get better. by the end of it all i can think is i really hope he gets well soon.

get well soon