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Before I forget and don’t get a chance to say this, from my absence for a while; Happy Holidays, Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Christmas, Happy New Years, Happy Birthday and Happy Anything Else I have may forgotten in between now and the moment I return.

Much Love O_o

what a day! woke up and had to do a few loads of laundry. nothing drastic but it had to be done. since the new year is around the corner i haven’t cut my hair in a few weeks. while i was there i was looking at a hair book, thought i would change it up a bit but i didn’t have enough hair to complete some of the new looks i decided to keep it plain and simple. before i got up the barber asked me if i wanted a design since i had cut it like a few people who ask for the request i asked for. it reminded me of a day you showed me a picture and i joked around saying i would. it made me laugh and giggle for a little while. my brother wanted me to put lightning bolts, as cool as it sounds i don’t think i would ever do it. during that i received a phone call from my brother and had to call him back. when i did he gave me some great news. i have to prepare a few things and i have an early morning departure from home. i get to be put to work for the new year. i am very grateful for this. i hope all had a good day and happy early-ish birthday. =) time for me to sleep. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

 

dear whomever it may concern,

my christmas wasn’t so great. but i am not going to complain, even though i received nothing i am still slightly grateful i was able to spend it with my family. my little brother wasn’t able to come home, now i know what he felt like when i or my older brother was not able to visit. i do understand times are tough, people got to work and stuff has to get done. i know i shouldn’t brag about how great this day is and i won’t because what would have made it complete would be my little brother show up. i was able to spend time with tumbler too, this has been one of the greatest day for tumbler though, he was spoiled with care, food, shelter and playtime. we are now getting ready to go to sleep and he is laying down at feet keeping them warm. i hope all go what they asked santa for. i know i did because i asked for nothing but to spend time with my family and dog. i hope friends received what i sent out to them in time. it is time to say my goodbyes and wake up fo another day closer to a new year. if you didn’t know i love you. i don’t know how to say it any better. i hope all had a great christmas and to all good night and sweet dreams.

thank you,

orlandot

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i just realized today that there is one month left in the year. there is a lot i have to catch up on. it is not a lot but what i am doing is bold. enough to be crazy. but here goes nothing. if it can be done it will come alive. i am anxious to see what is. i will be waiting too on my library certificate when i finish being the intern. today went well, better then other days. had to learn and broaden my horizon for the new things i was taught today. it was fairly easy but tried it three times to get it perfect. i am tired from almost knocking out my heart out of my chest when i went running earlier, it felt good to get out, feel the cold while running with tumbler. it had been a while. going to sleep already. got to see a professor about some paperwork for this semester and the next. i hope all had a good day. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

i was working on a few things today and was inspired to work. before summer i was think of a few ideas of what to do for the new year. it was way early and had forgotten about it for a few months and am way behind schedule. i had planned to create an album for a new years party which could possibly be another appearance by me. if i can finish it i will have to pull a few strings to see if what they need is what i am creating or have created. i am still in the early stages of editing but i will dedicate more time into it after i finish with my school. it is coming to a near end and it is frightening me of how good i have been in class. i am out. hope all had a good day and see you soon. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

i think i have a slight guess of what you may be saying. you did what you did because you had too. maybe you should forgive yourself but that is just me thinking out load. i don’t want what happened to make you want to crumble because of me. i know you well enough to know you are strong and you have proven to me that you are capable of doing extraordinary things, with help or without. i did all i could to make you see that and it showed. maybe i was just a stepping stone for you to see the full potential that you have in you. i do wish the best for you. i can’t dictate what my heart wants but can only decide to do this out of the kindness of my heart. good luck with everything.

in other related news, i received a phone call after work with a few questions that followed. it was one of the applications i put in along with my resume and was asked if it was current, i didn’t realize it was over a year an a half old that i hadn’t updated the thing. maybe now with an updated form of my last year, i can show what i have come to accomplish. i have been exhausted these past two days from only getting several hours of sleep, not the full requirement. i feel so old that instead of me taking a nap today, i actually fell asleep for about four hours. the crazy thing is i am still very tired and i am already ready for bed. it is very early and i do wish all a good night and happy dreams.

really tired O_o

10 years ago…

How old were you? 13

Where did you go to school? Spring Branch MS – 8th grade

Where did you work? didn’t, wasn’t old enough too

Where did you live? in Bulverde

Where did you hang out? mall, theaters, school football games

How was your hair? short

Did you wear glasses? yes

Who was your best friend(s)? too many

Who was your crush? a 9th grader

How many tattoos did you have? none

How many piercings did you have? none

What car did you drive? couldn’t

What was your worst fear? clowns

Had you been arrested? nope

Had your heart been broken? wasn’t allowed to date
Now…
How old are you? 23

Where do you work? self employed

Where do you live? San Antonio

Where do you hang out? anywhere my car takes me

Do you wear glasses? rarely but contacts mostly

How is your hair? super short

Who are your best friends? 2 people

Still talk to any of your old friends? on occasion

Who is your current interest? no one

How many tattoos? none

How many piercings do you have? none

What kind of car do you drive?   Shelby my Nissan

What is your biggest fear? life & the world

Have you been arrested since, if so, how many times? still a nope

Has your heart been broken since then? yeah

Held a snake? no

Sang karaoke? yes

Laughed until you started crying? yes, kill myself sometimes

Do you cook? yes

being random O_o

what people don’t know wont hurt them, right?! WRONG!!!!! On 4/20/2010 it mark a Special Day and a Horrific Day for ME, the special day was a 6 monthsary (month + anniversary) of being together with –SomeOneSpecial– and had constant reminders and epiphanies about how life is, that many few people know of me, a stupid, reckless, careless, nieve, old persona I USED too be and in that horrific day marked 6 years of me being in a “state” I wish no one would endure for any reason what so ever, it was a scary time for me and it changed me to the person YOU know today and knew/know nothing of my past.

“my only weakness is you,

only reason is you,

every minute with you

I feel like I can do anything,

you changed my whole life”

This is a dreadful day for me because it always reminds me of a “what if” moment, it only happens once a year and frightens me EVERY TIME but I am SUPER glad I was able to keep constant reminder of what is more important to me and you brought me back to reality and not to dwell on the past because it would bring me down. There is NO more down, all I see is up, Up, UP! Thank You. I’m not sure if you/anyone will understand this.

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