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i missed class. yeah i over slept. i also fell asleep on my homework. mind you i got three things going on back to back. yeah it is tough. i gave you my word and i intend to follow through with it. even with everything happening. i was able to square a few things today. i am home from trying to do everything when all i need is a break but everything just keeps coming back. looks like i won’t be going anywhere this weekend, which is good, but at the same time i will be working. i have too. my career is depending on this one now. i did have a busy day, it is now over and completing my homework right now. i hope all had a better day. stay safe out there. good night and sweet dreams.

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wow what a day. professor has now re-re-rescheduled our test. everyone one complains about him but i think since he is retiring he doesn’t care anymore and i really think everyone complains just to make conversation. he just wants the semester to be over to leave. he said he wasn’t going to finish off the year just the fall semester and leave. students have been saying they will drop and i think they have because we went from thirty five students to about less then twenty show up for class daily. after class headed to my future career and got some exciting news. looks like more hard work is in my near future. like really difficult classes. after all that noise went to work, work was work and then headed home. i heard something clicking in my tires on the way home. i checked it out when i got home and i come to find that in some crazy attempt to pop or slash my rear tire i found a broken piece of a utility knife. after further inspection it looks like the blade broke just short of actually puncturing the tire. crazy thing is, i have not pissed anyone off or mad for that reason. karma. i already have one green light. i don’t need another. trying to finish up this homework and taking a really quick break to write this. hope all had a better day. good night and sweet dreams.

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everything went as planned today, except i wasn’t expecting to have a heart to heart with someone this afternoon, but it happened. even on top of the jokes and laughs today, it felt serious. i have been on a roller coaster of things, many things will be revealed soon enough but before they do, i now know what must be done to get where i want to be. it will be difficult but everything usually is with me. i know i am accepted, hated, liked, loved and enjoyed but as you know i do only have two hands and two feet. when i do need the help i will ask because i know i have been there for anyone who ever may needed something. my brain is hurting and it’s time for bed. good night and happy and sweet dreams.

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that was fast, even after the wait. on to the next one. hope i don’t have to wait this long next time; could have just let me know.

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have felt like a ghost all day today, even after school. as if i wasn’t even around. people passed by me and nothing. what can one do?!

“be the change you want to see in the world”

i saw this today and it has me thinking. thinking of things i could never see myself doing, until now! i have been able to accomplish a good amount of goals in my life. but while thinking i wrote down a small time capsule like note to myself, hope it is a good thing. i also came across another saying in a book.

“no man can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude without finally getting bewildered as to which may be true” — Hawthorne

kind of reminds me of something i saw on a television show several months ago. it did work for the character; but then again it was just good television. let’s see if i can accomplish this. small baby steps for now. see you soon. have a good night…friends. & family.

tuyyo O_o

while on my second run i began think, am i doing the right thing? even though this internship is easy i am feeling it is wrong all at the same time. yes it is an internship but on the other hand it has nothing to do with my profession. i thought it to be at first. but now i’m not so sure. i been told not to waste time because it will be difficult to catch up. as true as it may be that and among other things have been racing through one half of my brain and as far as the other half it is on this huge quiz i have been dreading. even if i could stop time i think it is way too much information for a quiz but i was able to attend a online study session that helped some. i do hope i don’t forget any small details that i really need to know. as far as today did what and maybe more then i needed too but can’t worry about that too much, need all my focus on school for the next ten hours. i hope all had a great day, it is time for me to sign off and sleep. have a wonderful night and sweet dreams.

con mucho carino O_o

taking a quick water break and blurb break to let you know that I have been super productive, and have completed a lot within these past couple of hours, it feels really good, well to be honest it is a feeling I have never felt before and do not really know how to explain it. but I will take a guess and say it feels like sweet sweet victory of the mini battles, the war has yet to be won. I am fighting everyday with my all. hope everything is okay with you, haven’t heard from you. have a good one.

to achieving new limits O_o

today woke up slightly late but had to get stuff done, left my socializing alone and got to work, went for 5 hours strait, in there we slight drink/snack breaks, threw my headphones in again and went at it, it felt as if I was in control of my own little universe. in a way it was great but at the same time it felt like solitary confinement, I was reading up on all the juvenile chapters given and learned and fixed some of my knowledge of juveniles. some stuff that I looked over reminded me of my psychology class, good’ol times I remember. 🙂 with that it reminded me that I have to talk to my head of my department to get my classes for next semester. I am so close but yet so far from actually having a piece of paper that says I am done. I guess “with great power comes great responsibilities.” in conclusion today was very well driven and productive, with YOUR help I can achieve it all.

will never thank you enough O_o

today was crazy, made it to class and was learning new new things that I totally couldn’t remember after that was over went home. i felt shelby rumble, not in a good way while going home. checked it out and seems likes her insides are slowing down a bit, i mean 11 years is a long time with out any inside checks. drove around looking and asking for prices, everywhere wanted to charge me $1500+ to get rebuilt insides. which in my case wasn’t good. it was heartbreaking to see how much it would be to fix it. have to start saving to get her really fixed up. ran around so much that I totally forgot that my brothers gf graduation was at 4, she was one of the first ones to get called out and was hearing all the scholarships they were being offered and made me think, why when i graduated could they have said that about me, i know i half assed my way through HS but it has made the person i am today. i am in school now and will be working hard to be able to hear my name called out. i hope soon. in conclusion, no more playing around at school, time to buckle down and get to it, i aint getting any younger.

schoolin’it O_o

today was my first day of summer school, arrived about an hour early to make sure I was in the right place, I was and waited, threw on my headphones and listened to some pop music to relax the nerves. it helped a lot. while in class the professor was going everything that had been stored way for a while in the back of my brain since senior of high school. when I got out I proceeded to head home not knowing what awaited me there. had some lunch and got strait to my next class which was online. my horoscope said to be careful what I wrote because it could cause some misunderstanding, which I think I may have, while I wrote my entry letter to my first discussion board to my Juvenile Class I wrote as if I knew what I was talking about but in reality know very little and would like to know more but just know and not pursue. at one point in my life what I wrote would have been perfect answer but things happen that make other things and futures change. I wonder if I should just stick with the story and go along with it but just until I am done or should change the story now?? I really do not know on this one and could use any help or advice to know what to do. has this ever happen to someone??? what do you do about it?!?!?!?!

what do I do O_o

when I opened my eyes I knew what two things had to happen, had to visit my opthamologist  and go to work. got ready, and headed out, the doctor wasn’t in yet, had to wait for him to arrive, so I waited & Waited & WAITED. finally he arrived two hours later and was already noon, I want his job, sleep in work from noon to five and bank salary. so I did, applied to work there in the afternoon after going to summer school, my pair of scrubs wont suffice and will need several more. yippee! after leaving headed to work, had a doctors note which meant I couldn’t get in trouble or yelled at, the power was AWESOME!!! but got off the high horse when I saw the task at hand. work went on, got pretty beat up today, got a deep cut on my middle finger, a laceration on my arm (over dramatic), a cut on my thumb and scrapes all over my legs. I was there but not my mind, my mind was wondering about school and above all, other important things. we could have kept going but had to stop because daylight was over. here now in recovery mode. in conclusion, how was your day?

I returned back to work today after having the weekend off, I couldn’t help but think today was a start of a new month, which means new things to come. I am nervous and excited to be heading back to school, its been a year since I have been off of school, everyone always tells me that once you leave school for a break you never want to return back, that is not my case at all, I just never got help to go back to school, now I have it. with the support of friend(s) & family, I am here, being able to say thanks for believing in me. I am a nervous wreck though, my dad asked me earlier when I was starting and told him next Monday (June 7, 2010) and the butterflies hit my stomach like flock of bees, but at the same time am very excited to go because I am that closer to graduating but it is sad that I will not be able to help my dad out and that breaks me up inside because we are making a good team and not to mention how much I am learning about life and how everything works. in ending this, I think new things are ahead of me. my cookie says so.

to the nearing future O_o