four

what a day! today was exhausting and it is only thursday. i have a lot of homework to do this weekend and a lot of reading and notes to take to make up for the day i missed. after class today i was very energized and i got to work and knew it was going to be a long day. i had a few hours to make up. taking a long lunch, everyone has been great, i am glad to work there. i know is is coming to an end soon but something else is getting closer by the days. i am excited and at the same time very anxious. after that more to do and it looks like no breaks anytime soon. tomorrow will be my busiest day ever. so much to do in a short amount of time. am way too tired even after a short nap to go into great detail. but i hope everyone had a good day. i did, i was working for nine hours. if you can imagine being on your feet for that long it is tiring. i wish all to have a good night and happy dreaming.

late

today was crazy. was a busy day to say the least. i woke up late for the first time ever and slept through class, i think because i was cold last night and my hibernation mode kicked in. I was almost late to work but arrived and was put straight to work. even though I was almost late I had explained what happened. they understood and got to work. i was very easily distracted, everything just caught my attention, it was as if my attention span was shortened down to about thirty seconds. it was quite hilarious. a coworker saw me and said I looked so lost, we joked about it and finally got to focusing. arrived home and was exhausted, I wanted to nap but stayed watching television. turned it off and hit the books. a while later my friend called to pick up a movie i had and one i borrowed from him and we just got to talking about work, school and life. it was a very inspiring conversation and then he took off. it is now time for me to sleep, it is way early and very tired. have a good night and happy dreaming.

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critic

i can’t believe what i read actually happened today. today has been such a crazy day. first was most of my morning, was at a classified area and the moment i arrived was being criticized. it was very shocking and very hard to hear but it needed to be said in order for me to learn. on top of all that, i saw on the television about the shooting that had happened in austin earlier this morning. i texted all my friends who were on campus and they said they were locked in their classrooms. i kind of knew the feeling from where i was at. after i got out headed out to have a late lunch. thanks i really needed today. =) finally arrived home after a few hours and stepped back into reality to do an assignment given to us this morning, since i didn’t have homework from my other classes. well it has been a long day and will be a longer rest of the week. i hope all had a great day. good night & sweet dreams.

produce

today was my test day. i was woken up at six in the morning by tumbler who needed to do his business outside. come to discover that it was freezing outside, i was just in my sweats and shirtless and it didn’t hit me until i was down the stairs. ran back inside and put a jacket on. got ready for school as prepared as i was. i produced answers that i didn’t even know i could ever think of, the seventy-five multiple choice took longer then expected. i had to stay a little extra to finish up but the answers that i produced were on the written portion. there was six of them but with four answers to each one. finished that and went to work. work was work. until lunch, went to grab a bite to eat at an old restaurant that used to be by my old house and is now near my work. as much as my stomach craved fried food my brain said no. i got a grilled chicken burger and a water. it is getting difficult to find places near me that just don’t serve red meat. on my way out a coworker complimented me on my haircut. i had done a few things to it and don’t want to get into it, it was an awkward feeling. while home took my dog outside to find an old family friend next door. got to having some fun with the kids and tumbler while their mom was chatting it with my parents. am now here typing this out and about to get ready for bed. tomorrow is a long day too. i do wish all my friends a good night and sweet dreams. love you folks.

push

today was…well, a pushy day, i had to push through everything to stay on task; like turn off my computer and put phone away. hide myself from the world for a few hours to get notes read and readings done for my test tomorrow. my brain is a little worn out right now and my body feels it. i feel drained. it amazes me that the readings are right. couldn’t believe it but now i do. think i will keep reading them. the study group went alright, i really wish there were more coffee shops that were open everyday, twenty four seven. make me miss bennu. on top of worrying about the test i had a big scare with tumbler, he was being lazy and was lethargic all day, he wasn’t eating and wouldn’t get up and i though he might be getting parvo again, but no vomiting this time. thank god. my dad-like qualities came out, i tried everything to get him better. i am glad to report that he is doing better and my worry is gone from him now and shifted back to my test. hope everyone had a good sunday, i tried too. the week is over and now time to start a new week. it will be a very busy week for me, i will be up and down the city.still have lots to do. i wish everyone a good night and sweet dreams.

inside

was inside most of the day. avoiding the rain. it looked really awesome through the glass but thats about it. after that i had to go help do some yard work for an old family friend, sometimes i see her as a grandmother since my only grandmother lives far away (out of state) and on top of that i don’t think she like me and my brothers. she thinks we can drop everything to go visit but we can’t. that was my good deed i did for someone else. finished and headed home to rest, this time i was able to take a short nap. i am awake now and going to spend time with my family since it has been over a week since i have seen them. i rarely say this but i miss them all. i still have to go over my highlighted marks in my books and notes to prepare for my test on monday. wanted to write this early since i am going to try and stay away from my computer while studying. stay safe, have a good night and sweet dreams.

train

just checking in because today has felt as if i got ran over by a train. i woke up not feeling so well, the alarm woke me up, super grateful because i fell asleep really fast last night. i got up and felt as if the floor beneath me was spinning around in circles. no matter how i felt, i went to school. it was my preparation day for my test on this coming monday. made it there with some time to spare and was waiting for the professor to arrive, he was late again and open our door and took off to his office to grab his stuff. as the day went on, i got worse, my eyes were hurting and my brain felt mushy. i couldn’t think straight. arrived at work and they had a surprise for me, there was a new member added to my team, we hit it off pretty well. got to talking and had a lot to talk about in a short time but were separated moments later. lol. sorry kid. later on the director asked me what did i think about the new addition. i just said they were cool and they told me that they would be working with me on thursdays and fridays. uhh-ohh. lol. i was still feeling bad before lunch, decided to go to my favorite vegetarian restaurant near my work. felt a little better after eating and got back to work. work was work. got home and crashed out again for another four hours. i woke up and made a quick turkey sandwich with chips and my jug of water. well even now writing this i am still exhausted. going to make it an early night. i hope all had a great day. have a good night and happy dreaming.

bro

“quando deves de hablar, no hablas” y “la lengua defiende el gaznate”

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DJ Got Us Fallin’ In Love (djHemi Remix) – Usher

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old

i think i have a slight guess of what you may be saying. you did what you did because you had too. maybe you should forgive yourself but that is just me thinking out load. i don’t want what happened to make you want to crumble because of me. i know you well enough to know you are strong and you have proven to me that you are capable of doing extraordinary things, with help or without. i did all i could to make you see that and it showed. maybe i was just a stepping stone for you to see the full potential that you have in you. i do wish the best for you. i can’t dictate what my heart wants but can only decide to do this out of the kindness of my heart. good luck with everything.

in other related news, i received a phone call after work with a few questions that followed. it was one of the applications i put in along with my resume and was asked if it was current, i didn’t realize it was over a year an a half old that i hadn’t updated the thing. maybe now with an updated form of my last year, i can show what i have come to accomplish. i have been exhausted these past two days from only getting several hours of sleep, not the full requirement. i feel so old that instead of me taking a nap today, i actually fell asleep for about four hours. the crazy thing is i am still very tired and i am already ready for bed. it is very early and i do wish all a good night and happy dreams.

really tired

arrows

what a right, left, up and down kind of day. woke up and went to class, it was cancelled. i jumped right back into bed and left everything alone and was down for the count. woke back up and make a quick snack and changed and headed out. i know our meeting was strange, i just wasn’t sure on my time and if i would be able to make my mark. i was able to make it through traffic and make it there with a little extra time then expected. was called in and was out of there a while later. began reading a book i had been meaning to read and have gotten halfway through it. by the time i got home it began to pour. moments later got a call, was unpleasant. now i have got to try for my next choice. i am really hoping for this one, i don’t think i will ever be able to win everyone over. was worth a shot (pun intended). while browsing i saw this and feel i should post it.

“the more you nurture a feeling of loving-kindness, the happier and calmer you will be.” -Dalai Lama

i hope all had a great day. to all i wish them a good night and to dream that dream.

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