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i was up really early starting my day. i traveled the whole city. i scaled building and felt like a drone, as if something was controlling me from the inside. then the worst part of my day was after eating lunch; my jaw has been feeling tight and today of all days my wisdom tooth erupted even more and it was giving me a splitting headache. the kind of headaches that can bring a person down and make them want to rip their hair out. it was one of those. holidays are near and trying to run around the city trying to get everything i can. i hope all had a good day. had to take some medicine again and it kicking in. good night and sweet dreams.

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what a day. woke up to the alarm blowing up in my ear. i would have said good morning but the cable lines were frozen and my internet was down because of it. took my final and went home, started on my reports and felt like some coffee, i was already out of it. i had one scoop which couldn’t make me two cups. rushed to the store and it had failed me, the coffee i wanted was out. i know it is now illegal to text while driving but had to respond back, didn’t want you to think something happened to me. i was okay just driving. i went to my next favorite place to shop. found what i wanted and by the time i knew it i was home faster then anything to try to get home before traffic started up. had my coffee and continued on my report. tumbler was crying and since it was early and i was home i decided to go running early. i pushed my limit. i was going to hurt but need to keep my cardiovascular up to keep my heart healthy. i had a scare the other day, nothing serious but scary. while i was typing away i lost track of my battery life and drained my battery twice today. i am finished with five report out of seven total. two more to go and due friday and i also have one more final to go. i hope all had a good day. i am okay. time for me to sleep. have a good night and sweet dreams.

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today i was woken up early by my dreams. it was like what happens on inception, a dream within a dream, i was walking through a mall and with a co-worker and telling him different things when out of the blue i hear my name called i turn and turn to try to find where that voice was coming from. i was getting anxious and then kept walking and talking, moments later i could see a figure of  some sort pixelating in front of me; while this is happening my co-worker is still talking and walking; what i saw i didn’t know because i began thinking in my head to wake up. before that an arm tried grabbing me and then at that moment it was as if i could see myself waking up but it was still a dream. then in the distant could hear tumbler barking and it got louder to where i did actuall wake up for real.

after that it was early and i was able to make me a healthy breakfast and throw on a pot of coffee, sure enough i downed two cups before leaving to school and took a third with me. went to school took my test and realized some of the questions i didn’t know must of been the ones i missed class because i overslept. it is to early to tell but i don’t know how i did and wont find out until my final on next friday. after that i made it home to grab my stuff for work and headed to work.

when i arrived i greeted all co-workers and couldn’t remember for the life of me what my co-worker in my dream was telling. he was running around everywhere and i never got a chance to converse with the guy and i got busy working the whole day. i was curious and was trying to see how i was doing so far and started talking with the supervisor and he said i was doing good but to slow down on working so much, i was taking work from the others because i am asking for more work. lol. i was taken to lunch by some of the guys at work, i think the talk i had with them they finally trust me. returned and got straight to work. i think i was more distracted today by everyone then i ever have. i’m the youngest one there, it wasn’t too long ago that i was in the shoes of the kids that come and go. i had finished my last set of paper work on the deadline a few minutes before leaving. once i left for home that was that.

i arrived home and arrived early so i changed really fast and headed to the park to go running with my dog, again. since i arrived early to the park it was still some daylight out, i did my thing and it was too early to go home i decided to go another mile or so and then return home. it turned out just perfect. i was able to run a bit more in a short period of time. then returned home.

after arriving home got my sandwich out and ate before starting back up on my work i have to catch up on. it is a lot and i just woke up from a half hour nap i took. i have to get to work early tomorrow and will be going to sleep after getting ready for bed. i hope all had a good day and a safe night. good night and sweet dreams.

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i guess paper never lies. this mornings class was awesome, what i learned before from a friend really came in handy today. it was as if i could connect the dots and get everything correct. it was great. this is one of a few classes that have kept my intrest for a good time, there was some people behind me who kept talking, i didn’t want to be mean, but they really did need to shut their mouth. why be in a class that you don’t like and talk the whole way through it, drop and choose another class or at least sit somewhere where the professor doesn’t see you chatting it up. this is the first time in over a year that i have a good seat and i have to get stuck in front of the talking group. just my luck. had to run a few errands after school but it does get tiring driving everywhere sometimes. made it home in one piece and was able to get a healthy snack just in time before dinner was started, it is getting easier to eat the stuff i slowed down on, veggies. fast food is out of my system, soda is out, caffeine (if any), candy and desserts. it was a hard thing to do but so far it has gone well; for a month. have dropped a pound or two but it still is no where near what i want my ideal weight to be. i drink just about five to six liters of water everyday, even though i get cravings for food i have slowly been taught what i should eat and how, kind of like a personal eating plan; i really do hope it works. we will see at the end of september how it went. with all that under my belt i am starting back up to go run, play sports and be active. it helps so much. and feels great too. i am worn down already and it is early, everything is ready for tomorrow for school and now it is time to call it a night. good night. sweet dreams. sleep well.

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it’s quite funny how this quote; “just when you’ve had enough, life gives you more. And just when you think it’s rained enough, it starts to pour.” — Bob Moorehead, makes so much sense today. just as we thought we helped out my uncle with his stuff, it turns out we were mistaken. turns out he needs another test, he might have a second tumor on the opposite side of his liver. it news that keeps getting worse. it sucks and i really hope everything gets better. with that, i hope everyone stays safe and well.

to good health O_o

just got up from a much needed nap, lasted an hour or two, these past couple of days have been crazy, filled with some strange information. most of the week all my thoughts have gone towards a family situation. why is it that i care too much?! i know the situation at hand is out of my control but i pray and wish the best for my uncle and my family. i have nothing to offer, i can’t go visit because i have no passport. it is now time to get it, i don’t want to feel bad if something bad were to happen and i couldn’t visit. my uncle, even before his current state was a good uncle, he has done a lot for us brothers, well mainly me because i was the only one to care. i don’t know what will happen but you are in my prayers unk. as much as it pains me to say i get that frog in the throat feeling every time i think about it. my parents left again this morning to go visit and i had to go run errands, i couldn’t complain this time because they absolutely had to be taken care of today. i just hope that he can fight with his all to get better. by the end of it all i can think is i really hope he gets well soon.

get well soon O_o

while in class today the professor threw us a new set of formulas that would be on the test, have to get these down this time and remember them for the 2nd test this thursday. while learning today i wasn’t the only one, while i was taking a break from working on homework, i deciding to go running with tumbler, while we had already ran 3 miles i decided to walk the the water bridge at the park, a family were on the side inside the bridge and were swimming, i let tumbler off the leash and he began running around like a crazy and excited person and decided to join the family and jump in the water. while in there, i attempted to show him how to swim, before this he has played around the water but never actually have been in the water swimming. it was a great way to cool for both of us after being all hot and sweaty, it felt really nice to cool off and relax for a bit. tried to get him to jump in to teach him, i threw a rock to get his attention and he went in after it. he enjoyed it so much that i was grateful for him to jump in, that he came at me like he wanted to jump out of the water and onto the land but he didn’t and turned around and kept going and going. i felt like a father would feel as if his own child were to speak or walk for the fist time, that it brought a tear of joy to my eyes. it was a feeling i haven’t felt in a long time but it felt good, on our way back home i had nothing to dry myself the i had to remove my shirt and roll with the windows down to attempt to dry off. it felt good and refreshing, but was a bit insecure on the drive home because i have not taken my shirt off for anyone to see, i know somethings and something are unpleasant and wanted to rush to get home and shower so i wouldn’t get sick from being in the wet clothes, am tired like yesterday and will be going to bed soon, even early too. in conclusion that was my adventure for the day, how has you day been?

to learning O_o

today marked a great day, I knew it was here. I had fallen asleep and then woke back up around 3 am and couldn’t get back to sleep and stayed up until 6am. started thinking about what needed to be done today, tired myself out by thinking so much that I had forgotten to turn on my alarm on my phone. I was sleeping when I got the call to get up but I woke up too late and missed my chance of going to work. I didn’t know what to do and began to finish a tv show and forgotten to eat something. I had way too many cravings that I almost gave in, I wanted to have it all but all I could here was a voice saying not to go against what I set out for myself. it made me realize I can do what I set out to by just knowing I can. set off to the store and bought something healthy to make for dinner. made it and feel better and full with a plate of food.

woah O_o

woke up around 1 pm-ish, I felt very bland, got up washed up and went back to bed, tried to see if I could sleep a little bit longer while I had the house to myself for a good while now. opened my computer a little after 24 hours of me being away from it, I wished some old friends a happy birthday. got a text from a friend seeing how I was doing and if I needed someone to talk to, didn’t feel like talking much and then it felt like the tv was calling my name, I refused to turn it on and began to watch shows I had missed yesterday on hulu. I  was able to rest peacefully until about 4 pm, people began arriving, my dog knew something was wrong with me because he kept trying to get my attention by licking me, so I began talking to him. he was cheerful after a bit of playing with him. shortly after that I was called by my friend and we went running in the park, it helped a little to ease this feeling, when we returned we decided since it was Wednesday we would try to go $1.00 bowling but when we arrived we found out there was no such thing and the clerk at me like I was crazy and said it was $45.65 for 3 people and 2 pairs of rental shoes. we were like SEE’YAH!!! we decided since we all hadn’t eaten that we would try too, we ended up finding a Wing Stop and ate while my brother & brother from another mother enjoyed watching the basketball I couldn’t help but wonder … and wished you would receive these mental notes. be safe, it is time for me to sign off, work in the morning, I hope.

trying O_o