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dear whomever it may concern,

my christmas wasn’t so great. but i am not going to complain, even though i received nothing i am still slightly grateful i was able to spend it with my family. my little brother wasn’t able to come home, now i know what he felt like when i or my older brother was not able to visit. i do understand times are tough, people got to work and stuff has to get done. i know i shouldn’t brag about how great this day is and i won’t because what would have made it complete would be my little brother show up. i was able to spend time with tumbler too, this has been one of the greatest day for tumbler though, he was spoiled with care, food, shelter and playtime. we are now getting ready to go to sleep and he is laying down at feet keeping them warm. i hope all go what they asked santa for. i know i did because i asked for nothing but to spend time with my family and dog. i hope friends received what i sent out to them in time. it is time to say my goodbyes and wake up fo another day closer to a new year. if you didn’t know i love you. i don’t know how to say it any better. i hope all had a great christmas and to all good night and sweet dreams.

thank you,

orlandot

O_o

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today was another busy sunday. it all started this morning when i was dreaming, the dream was of my recent visit to the zoo, it was a view from the past, what was crazy was the i was looking for a document in one of my folders and the picture i took was there. i looked at the date and it was the same, it was a year ago today. after that the whole day consisted of reminders of everything. when i was woken up by tumbler to go out for his business i bundled up, it was a bit chilly, came back in and since it was early i decided to make a tea, after the tea i was going to watch television when all of a sudden i had passed out and fell asleep again. during this sleep the dreams got sweeter, they were great, all three of them you were incorporated with some how. in a way it was great because since i haven’t seen you and i miss you, every know and then i remember the good time we had, even just the little random spur of the moments. but i think what hurt most was losing you as a friend. as the dreams came to an end i was woken up by tumbler snoring, yeah dogs snore. lol. i got up and made me some tacos and got to writing my report papers for work. started on some notes for class and got through the first chapter, i hope what i thought would be on the next test is relevant to what i wrote down. after a while before i knew my parents wanted to have dinner, me and my aunt ran to the store and got some things for the week. while in the store we passed by the coffee isle and i was struck with the sudden urge to get coffee; another thing you brought to my attention that i never thought of doing myself, as i passed by i could smell all of the coffee but could smell one more then all the others, it had vanilla smell to it and i was in search for it, it had taken me a while but it was behind another pack. it smelt really good and am excited to be trying it. after getting home and sorting everything my parents arrived shortly after and i got ready in a flash and headed out to dinner. i normally used to over indulge but after getting in the habit of eating normal portions i got full faster. it was as if my stomach muscles shrunk. lately i get full faster. i just hope i can continue and keep dieting to see what is next for me. after getting home a little while ago i had to start getting ready for bed, i feel so old going to sleep really early but i guess that is what happens as you get older. i hope all had a good day. hope you are well. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

 

why do i feel like this? just driving, i can’t believe it. the last time was; well, a long time ago.

O_o

today was a crazy day. i got to class went through that. and then headed to work, worked started off with a tour of the facilities i have never seen before. it was very interesting since they had me doing a couple of thing when i started and have stayed with that. everyone has been really nice. have been treated well. as the day went on i was called in and showed how their system works. it is very simple yet very complex, everything is jumbled together and really hard to read but i managed. [update] I was also shown how to write formal letters to send out, how to fill out contracts for the parent and juvenile to sign. there was so much information thrown at me, most of it good but I began observing my other coworkers and they began giving me hints an tips on how to speak formally to the parents so if need be I could negotiate in case something were to go wrong. after that was over I was signed out and headed to the other job. there I was given a few hours to finish up what I needed to get done. I am done with that. after that was over I started talking with the main supervisor to see what would happen next, my only concern was the overlapping of both places but everything has turned out okay. after that was over I headed home. and the rest is what most people say is history in a sense that now I know how it feels like when someone has to work for two jobs, it is very though. I will keep trying and as far as I know my night is over. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

i think i have a slight guess of what you may be saying. you did what you did because you had too. maybe you should forgive yourself but that is just me thinking out load. i don’t want what happened to make you want to crumble because of me. i know you well enough to know you are strong and you have proven to me that you are capable of doing extraordinary things, with help or without. i did all i could to make you see that and it showed. maybe i was just a stepping stone for you to see the full potential that you have in you. i do wish the best for you. i can’t dictate what my heart wants but can only decide to do this out of the kindness of my heart. good luck with everything.

in other related news, i received a phone call after work with a few questions that followed. it was one of the applications i put in along with my resume and was asked if it was current, i didn’t realize it was over a year an a half old that i hadn’t updated the thing. maybe now with an updated form of my last year, i can show what i have come to accomplish. i have been exhausted these past two days from only getting several hours of sleep, not the full requirement. i feel so old that instead of me taking a nap today, i actually fell asleep for about four hours. the crazy thing is i am still very tired and i am already ready for bed. it is very early and i do wish all a good night and happy dreams.

really tired O_o

today has been good and lazy; well sort of. woke up this morning an went for a run, it felt cool; not too hot, not too cold. i was able to get a mile in maybe more but when i was back at the house, my friend was still asleep, he said he was sleeping in last night because he had a lot of work to do today, i bet when trying to get a ph.d! so i made my way into the house quietly, and got cleaned up, took a seat on the couch and took a nap. was woken up by his dog. he threw a veggie omelet together and we had breakfast together and started working, time flew by while we were both working. it was quite swell to see how much work i was able to complete with some peace and quiet. it amazed me! well there were plans thrown around to have dinner together and then hours later they came through and made a sit down dinner with my second family and went back to do more work while following it up with some mad men. this show is great and i am hooked now. has been a busy weekend and there is more to come. for now this is me signing off and wishing everyone to have a great and safe night. good night.

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been watching a show and realized what this show involved and also made me realize that i have done this kind of work myself without even remembering until now. for some odd reason i have always liked statistics. there are many different algorithms to figure out some statistics and i have constructed some of my own in the past. with this at hand i feel as if i am ready to take school in a whole new different way. in a good way at that. with past classmates we were offered to hand over a copy of our project to the sociology department and would be used for future examples. not sure how many people have seen the work we created but i know something now that i didn’t realize back then. socializing help my work in so many aspects that i know with my future advancements i will follow what i had started and continue with the social experiments and socializing of what is to come, i have seen inspiration before and these ideas are up there with that. i hope to be successful and published one day. it could happen.

best of luck O_o

well, like today showed me, it is never to late to keep on learning. i got really inspired and i keep getting anxious about school starting around the corner, well next monday or a week from today. i am still in a mix of things trying to get everything figured out. waiting on a few phone calls. everything now seems that it is piling up and getting more stressful. i know i know i need time to relax but i like the pressure because i am more inspired when there is a task ahead of me, to most it sounds like procrastination but to me, that is when i make magic. in many past project i have created magic and have crammed got a passing grade. but now everything i am doing doesn’t involve a grade but a time table to get everything turned in. stay tuned to see what happens tomorrow. lol

sorry friends i have been busy O_o

i wasn’t to badly hurt today, the burnt skin went away for the most part on my shoulders but i was still radiating heat from my nose, i looked like rudolph the red nose reindeer; not really but might as well have looked like him. lol  it’s been tough these past two days, but i have survived not including the burns, nicks, cut and bruises that will show up later. and on that note i just got word during dinner that we are going through the summer solstice already; the hottest days of summer. epic! in a way i have the burns to prove it. the day didn’t turn into a disaster like i thought it would, but i almost didn’t wake up early this morning :-\  i was just sore. i needed pickle juice to heal my muscle aches. but it was me, my dad and little brother working together. as the day went through; the radio was great to me, only had to change it once, well twice if you count going back to previous station. it was a great mixxx throughout the whole day, there were songs that i didn’t even understand what it was about, any-who, as the carried on i got to learn some family history, turns out i am one fourth indian, not sure what tribe but only time will tell. also, that my great grandfather had blue eyes and was from spain and that my dad has about six to eight different last names; just from my dads’ side of he family. i was secretly putting my first name in front of all of them and my last name now seemed to be the only one that had a great ring to it. hahahaha sorry dad. every song seem to hit the spot, even the remixes i heard, it was great! but in conclusion i survived, one more day or maybe two and then i get to fix more stuff. hooray! (sarcasm at it finest) but what can you do?!

survival of the fittest O_o

I have been seeing and hearing a lot of things that keep showing to travel, first off probably doesn’t help that what I see is on the travel channel. I know I have a credit and would like to get away … ONE DAY but can not find my medium to actually do it. I can say and talk about travel but following through is something strange. I have never flown, have never been out of the country, I have never traveled abroad ALONE. I know I am not ready to travel because I know nothing outside of my comfort zone. yes I have been to mexico, and the grand canyon but not alone, always travel with family to not go insane. Would I like traveling? I do like learning about new things. who knows? main focus right now is to finish with school. sorry travel channel can’t travel just yet.

traveling O_o

this was remarkable and will never be forgotten as others do in time, “i see you” was the last thing said, in great truthfulness I could believe it. some see a feeling like this is to be untrue or not real. I know NOW that one can not find it alone nor taught it. it has to be discovered. you have shown me A LOT, you have taught me to see what is the real definition of beautiful. with that I am a bit wiser and know this beat has never been open to anyone as much as it has beat for you. this wire is to strong to break, no matter how many twist and turns the wire takes, I will follow as much as you let me. I know something now then I did before.

knowing the thinking O_o