catch

i just realized today that there is one month left in the year. there is a lot i have to catch up on. it is not a lot but what i am doing is bold. enough to be crazy. but here goes nothing. if it can be done it will come alive. i am anxious to see what is. i will be waiting too on my library certificate when i finish being the intern. today went well, better then other days. had to learn and broaden my horizon for the new things i was taught today. it was fairly easy but tried it three times to get it perfect. i am tired from almost knocking out my heart out of my chest when i went running earlier, it felt good to get out, feel the cold while running with tumbler. it had been a while. going to sleep already. got to see a professor about some paperwork for this semester and the next. i hope all had a good day. good night and sweet dreams.

home

i had an interesting day today, it all started with my dreams, i can vaguely remember them now but while sleeping my dreams went good to bad and just kept going on and on until i was woken up to tumbler (my dog) from his loud barking. his bark was so loud it echoed and the floor nearly ate me alive; not really but i did almost fall off; which is kind of funny to me for obvious reasons. i was up way to early but miraculously stayed awake and got up; as if something came over me. got ready and took off to school, all the nervousness i was feeling the whole week before disappeared the moment i put my car in park. =] i found my class right away, i wasn’t in the traffic jam like i was seeing. i didn’t know music was important to everyone, i think i saw just about everyone today wearing headphones; yeah, even me. i just had a little inspirational music playing. while in class, i felt relieved; to say the least. i had forgotten how good it feels to be sitting in a classroom, summer school really wasn’t the same feel. i felt energized! alive even! as my professor went over the class, i was excited, i was in the class that i had been dreading until now. i just found out what we were learning about and it hits me!!! i really like this time in history, not to say that other history is bad but the renaissance is another favorite time period. lets see what happens tomorrow. new class tomorrow followed by many people to see and talk with.

ecstatic state

shelby

last night got me thinking, while on the way home a guy in a red charger wanted to race me; not sure why but he did, even though i should have and lost with dignity; i didn’t! i needed a tune up really bad. i fell asleep last night randomly and when i woke up it was morning, got up left my phone and computer behind and went to work. first had to bust open my brothers’ lady first, mine was nothing but parts i could easily do, took several hours and completely changed his rear brakes to new ones. next i started on the out side of shelby and worked my way back. finally finished and she purs and runs like a beast on wheels, two more things to do tomorrow and she will be good and ready. not sure for what but she’ll be ready. it reminded me of a movie i need to re-watch because it is a top favorite, i can just about recite every line in the movie. i stayed offline for the whole day, while i was under the hood and what not i forgot about the world or the world forgot about me, but what is even crazier only one person asked me if i was still alive. it got me thinking, would i really be missed if i was gone? in conclusion just wondering?!

thoughts