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still feeling under the weather. i woke up last night and got up to get some orajel for my teeth because the novocain had wore off and it had knocked me out. it looked like a chipmunk or as if i had gotten punched in the face. it didn’t hurt it just felt swollen. kind of laid in bed for a little longer then i should have. finally had gotten up and did something. started cleaning but kept sneezing. i think i sneezed over a thousand times today alone. made me some chicken for dinner, i really hope the vitamins help me get better. i can’t even talk right. i hope all had a good day. take care of yourselves folks. time for me to sleep to make what ever i have go away. good night and sweet dreams. thanks folks, i’ll live, i hope. i love y’all.

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thanks for ruining my thanksgiving. this was a day for me to relax, not to be a tour guide or a hotel. i love how i am automatically volunteered to follow through with something without being consulted and i am expected to be happy about it. yeah thanks so much.

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i have been told to “make something out of nothing.” recently have been inspired to speak through my work. i never did understand that until today. it is a huge quote throughout the marketing and advertising classes which i have never taken but have heard all about them many years ago. many artist speak through their music, but what do you call an artist that uses others to create another type of music? the closet people around me know what i am talking about. the answer is a dj. why it comes to a surprise to most i don’t really know?! i am i the works with an artist permission to use their music to create my own, have been searching and searching and even though the majority of my library is full of all types of music, i am very happy about that because then who ever were to look over my library would know why i do what i do. i guess in a way this post is to let the world know i am a dj and judge all you want. but answer me this when you go out to a club, who is producing the music? yeah that’s right the dj. on a different bar note (lol) today was good, was able to talk. something i hadn’t done in a while. in a big way i felt relieved, maybe every side of the coin is better if i let it go it’s course instead of me trying to control it. i know not everything is in my control but i can control me, i can finally live and let live. we’ll see how it goes from here, good i hope. thanks.=o)

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it has been quite some time that i have look into depth of things. i feel we are only configured to see what we choose too, it isn’t until someone else can see what we don’t that we begin to realize what actually is going on around/with us. many people would say i would wear my heart on my sleeve which may come to be true but i just never saw it that way, i always saw myself as hidden or secretive to hide emotions that i wouldn’t want others too see. but i was wrong, i got into a serious conversation with my friend, i have known him for more than five years and would consider him my best friend. he tells it to me straight even though i may not see what he does. i know i have limited people that are true friends, but even though i have many friends they do things that are uncomfortable for me due to my past experiences that i don’t like. i can’t change them because no one should be told how to run their lives. life should be valued and appreciated. i try my hardest to be a good son, friend, etc but i guess i am not. if i can’t put differences aside what good am i as a friend? am i worthless and just a waste of entity?? what have i done to upset anyone lately, please tell me? today was a huge eye opener. i think in order for me to be a way better person somethings that i do may have to change. there are just things i can’t do anymore that i have given up, like for instance; watching tv, two years ago i was presented with an opportunity to not watch tv anymore, many think it was a radical thing to do but it actually worked in favor for me, i got out and became active, not to mention having a dog was a bit more responsibility too. my dog means the world to me, even though i have only had him for two years, he is my best friend. without him i don’t know what i would have done. i am just having epiphanies left and right but this may just be a phase but i want to do what ever it takes to be the best. all what you told me today was the truth, i never knew you had that bottled up inside you, i wish you would have told me sooner, i would have like to know sooner. i am very observent but i am not perfect, i know this, we all have flaws and i told you yours. but that is just what i see, what you do with the information is your choice. thanks.

to being appreciative O_o

not to many people know the real but what they do know is the unreal. their is trust, hope & power to endure. in a slight way i have been doing some research and/or ‘soul searching’ as most like to call it. i am so near, i can feel it, it is in my grasp all i have to do is grab life by the horns and GO! i began looking back at a few moments in my life and i have to say, well it’s to personal. i made a promise to myself many years ago, i slipped and never was able to get up from that trip. until just recently. i kept kicking myself in the ass everyday; but i never showed that because i had to be strong and not show weakness and thought to myself, why can’t i be here; now!?! maybe it was my conscious telling me something. i picked up on it very fast. but enough of that. i never thought i could smile like i have been for the past few moments. it feels really great. i am grateful and glad for it. i have another day tomorrow, i have to get this completed. it is either that or i will never man up to have a carrer. even though i still am unsure of the choice, but we will see. tomorrow is a new day with new challenges. thank you for caring and putting that smile on my face today, you don’t know how bad i needed this cheer up; it stretches from ear to ear, just in case you didn’t know. in conclusion it is time to get this done!

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my summer has come to a halt for the next next 6 weeks. I start summer school tomorrow, I am stoked and super nervous, it has been about a year that I have not been in school, everyone who says “once leaving you never return” is a crock, it all depends on the person who wants to get closer to reaching a set goal. I have been taught to “aim for the moon because if I miss I will end up in the stars.” I want to personally thank you for showing me that you can do anything when you put mind, body and soul (dedication) into the task at hand. Much THANK YOUS. I am prepping everything right now, taking a few moments to  write this out because I found a lot of things that made me remember what you have done and I have always said it is my turn, which it is, it is my turn to prove everyone who didn’t believe I could do this. here is to you. PEACE. I hope I still do have everyones help, push and motivation to get through this class to make an A – B and NO LESS. in conclusion, I know you did it everyday and saw what you did and in a way the tables have turned (in a good way) that it is my turn to bust my brain until my head almost explodes. here we go!

nervous and happy O_o