critic

i can’t believe what i read actually happened today. today has been such a crazy day. first was most of my morning, was at a classified area and the moment i arrived was being criticized. it was very shocking and very hard to hear but it needed to be said in order for me to learn. on top of all that, i saw on the television about the shooting that had happened in austin earlier this morning. i texted all my friends who were on campus and they said they were locked in their classrooms. i kind of knew the feeling from where i was at. after i got out headed out to have a late lunch. thanks i really needed today. =) finally arrived home after a few hours and stepped back into reality to do an assignment given to us this morning, since i didn’t have homework from my other classes. well it has been a long day and will be a longer rest of the week. i hope all had a great day. good night & sweet dreams.

push

today was…well, a pushy day, i had to push through everything to stay on task; like turn off my computer and put phone away. hide myself from the world for a few hours to get notes read and readings done for my test tomorrow. my brain is a little worn out right now and my body feels it. i feel drained. it amazes me that the readings are right. couldn’t believe it but now i do. think i will keep reading them. the study group went alright, i really wish there were more coffee shops that were open everyday, twenty four seven. make me miss bennu. on top of worrying about the test i had a big scare with tumbler, he was being lazy and was lethargic all day, he wasn’t eating and wouldn’t get up and i though he might be getting parvo again, but no vomiting this time. thank god. my dad-like qualities came out, i tried everything to get him better. i am glad to report that he is doing better and my worry is gone from him now and shifted back to my test. hope everyone had a good sunday, i tried too. the week is over and now time to start a new week. it will be a very busy week for me, i will be up and down the city.still have lots to do. i wish everyone a good night and sweet dreams.

arrows

what a right, left, up and down kind of day. woke up and went to class, it was cancelled. i jumped right back into bed and left everything alone and was down for the count. woke back up and make a quick snack and changed and headed out. i know our meeting was strange, i just wasn’t sure on my time and if i would be able to make my mark. i was able to make it through traffic and make it there with a little extra time then expected. was called in and was out of there a while later. began reading a book i had been meaning to read and have gotten halfway through it. by the time i got home it began to pour. moments later got a call, was unpleasant. now i have got to try for my next choice. i am really hoping for this one, i don’t think i will ever be able to win everyone over. was worth a shot (pun intended). while browsing i saw this and feel i should post it.

“the more you nurture a feeling of loving-kindness, the happier and calmer you will be.” -Dalai Lama

i hope all had a great day. to all i wish them a good night and to dream that dream.

always around

inc

well even today as crazy as it was couldn’t have gone any other way. i was able to send out some emails to a few takers and just waiting on their response. (keeping fingers crossed) having to go on to other things but in the mean time trying to get every right. in the morning was able to make a few tacos for a quick bite and then hit the books. took a few breaks while studying, well more like a long break, caught a movie and then went back to the books.

“i am responsible. determined. driven. & committed. i am history in the making.”

i was went crazy when the little one showed up. and was able to spend some time with the family all together, clean, organize and get everything done before the week starts. has been a good week and a new one is about to begin soon. 😉 que todos tengan una buena noche y que sueñen el sueño.

el sueño 

ideas

i have a few ideas with big corporations. what should i do? been talking with a few friends and i am getting a few different answers. i do need to make a decision and soon too. i hope it will work out. on the other hand today has been kind of strange. so many things to do and think of with just so little time. running around the city in the rain is no fun. my car hydroplaned several times on water and was not fun. was able to make it home safely but with the rain pouring down i decided it would be a great time to open my book and make some tea with that through on some jazz music along with that. it was quite relaxing, no one was home but the dog and me. but then i got really into reading that i lost track of time and realized that the football game was on and began watching it. well it it late and tomorrow is my make up day to finish and read all my homework and start getting ready to prepare for my test. have a good night and stay safe.

hands

today was sort of random, did my run in the morning; beat my previous times in the completion of it. something i have never been able to do accomplish, but this morning i did! got ready for school, finished and headed home, met up with my mom for lunch and ran a few errands with her. came home and started with my homework and dinner. well done with my readings and ready for bed; early too and it’s now time to sleep. hope all had a good day. stay safe and have a wonderful night. =)

back

started off my day really early; like six o’clock early. took the dog out and stayed outside watching the people zooming by to get to work or school. the neighborhood was filled with cars and buses, i also stayed outside watching the sun rise, hadn’t done that since i have stopped working overnight. went inside and began getting ready for school, just threw something together really fast, ironed the clothes and began making breakfast, had wheat organic toast with blackberry spread. when i finished with that i was in search for socks for twenty minutes, not sure what had happened to them because i had done my laundry over the weekend. i finally had found them and threw my shoes on really fast and headed out the door, classes are getting more and more interesting everyday. it is awesome! day went on reading, writing, thinking, naping, snacking and eating. turned out to be an okay day. got school tomorrow that i am excited to goto, weird; i know! lol. my friend came over to drop off a show that i had been asked to see. started it and i hope this can help me see how gangs interaction works to make a lesson out of it; even for possibly a publication or dissertation. thanks everyone who gave me back feedback for my mixxx i released. love you folks. have a great night and sweet dreams.

study

some of these latin name that are in my book are going to be difficult to remember for a test. i still have one more book to buy, i hope i can at least find it. when i went on saturday on of the book stores was closed, the computers were down, epic fail. i got school in the morning and wont have time to stop there first and get the book so i have devised a plan to take notes but at the same time record the class with a recording device also known as my phone. with the first attempt i could hear people in the background coughing and shuffling and moving papers. i got to see if sitting closer will help. it should be, well i think i will let you know tomorrow, because i can not make an educated guess at the moment since my brain is not working properly. it is tired and is making me tired and sleepy, with that everyone have a good and safe night folk, especially you, yeah you right there! yeah, you!! lol.

luna

today was one of those day, just had to get through it as much as i could. spent the day with my mom running errands to help out my sick uncle. got the stuff he needed and when i got home my humanities book arrived, started reading and i accidentally fell asleep; but the thing is i wasn’t even tired. i woke up and started back up reading and then a little later joined the family for dinner. it looks like an early night to get some rest, tomorrow is a new day and more things to do. let’s see how my dreams go too. be safe out there folks. have a good night.

pages 120 – 218

“you can’t be forced to be compassionate – you must decide to be compassionate.”

water

discovery

today had to have been one of my most discovered days yet. was up early and while up and having breakfast before school i could only fill a cup of the last of the orange juice and had a full bottle of apple juice and decided to mix them together; i am sure everyone has seen orange juice and pineapple mixed together and other flavors mixed with orange juice, my discovery of orange juice and apple was awesome. =}}

while in class; we were finishing up our introduction portion of the syllabus day(s) i discovered there are three students named orlando, it was kind of exciting to know that there are others out there with my same first name because i have actually met a person back in high school that had my name as their last name. and also was the only criminal justice major in the class, i was expecting a lot more but i was wrong. there was people in the nursing, biology, chemistry, kinesiology, etc. field that i was surprised about how diverse of a class we were and of course our class ended and school went on.

on my home after school, i had to stop to put gas when i discovered a older man smoking a cigar while he was pumping gas, need i say it? i will. what a moron! after that i went to the store to get me some lunch and groceries  to make dinner later tonight. while paying i over read something that said “lips lie. eyes don’t.” which i find to believe to be true. i haver never thought about that until now and makes very much sense to me.

arrived back home and rested a bit to try to get my homework and reading done before continuing on my day. i was able to complete what i needed too and went to discover soreness from the gym. it had only been two days since i hadn’t gone and already my muscle memory was tightening and stiffening up my joints. was done with workout and headed home.

after cleaning up and resting for a bit, i found out my mom had already made dinner and i had to put my new discovery of a new recipe to make mac’n’cheese away for tomorrow for lunch or dinner or maybe both. since my friend had discovered out that i had never seen the exorcist he insisted i see it. i just finished it several minutes ago, it was cheesy but it wasn’t as bad as i expected it to be. but i had discovered many many many years ago ‘pet cemetery’ and ‘it’ were scary.

i think today was a day discovery, i learned a lot just from one day. let’s see what discoveries are in store for us tomorrow. hope everyone had a great day today. have a good night folks, this is e signing off from another adventurous day.

blackout

well i almost blacked out today. i think it was because i may have been dehydrated, been running around the whole day. i was finally able to relax when i almost came tumbling down while walking. from what i have read, the reason for a black out is because of low blood supply to the brain. i sat down and put my head between my legs to make the blood flow even and get to the brain. it took me a while but i had almost chugged down a gallon of water; also just to be safe for future blackouts. i have always seen people blackout but has never happened to me until today. it was quite scary, everything felt hot around me, i lost hearing in both ears, began seeing colored spots and felt a pressure on my whole upper body. but at least now i know how to prevent this or even how to try to help if it happens to another. today was very inspirational more then productive, but today went okay, how was your day folks?