ideas

i have a few ideas with big corporations. what should i do? been talking with a few friends and i am getting a few different answers. i do need to make a decision and soon too. i hope it will work out. on the other hand today has been kind of strange. so many things to do and think of with just so little time. running around the city in the rain is no fun. my car hydroplaned several times on water and was not fun. was able to make it home safely but with the rain pouring down i decided it would be a great time to open my book and make some tea with that through on some jazz music along with that. it was quite relaxing, no one was home but the dog and me. but then i got really into reading that i lost track of time and realized that the football game was on and began watching it. well it it late and tomorrow is my make up day to finish and read all my homework and start getting ready to prepare for my test. have a good night and stay safe.

radio

well, what a day! woke up early to find that it was pouring rain outside. epic failure. had so much planned and because of the rain it slimmed down my chances of getting things done, in a sense that me driving was highly doubtful because from what i read it said something like this would happen. class was very cold, even with my jacket and no air conditioner on, my body felt as if i was slammed around in a car after being hit by a truck and not to mention i was soaked from walking in the rain. my quiz i was studying for went well, i think i missed one question, i couldn’t remember a political name that was given during class and on my notes for one of the question. even with all that studying the simplest thing could be forgotten really easily. hope it doesn’t happen on my next quiz coming up in two week and even on my test. spent the day with the radio (npr) on and listening to the storm pass by while studying and reading my book, what a way to relax and let some inner stuff drain away. the only thing i was missing were a few things…were too far to reach for. what can one do?! i can’t seem to  shake off these feelings i have been having, i feel sore and tired. i think the yoga class from yesterday did a toll on me, it had been a while since going to a class or just exercising at home. also have found some new music with the radio. i know few people like my work but some people believe i am just playing around with it to see what fits; in no way do i play around with music, i have made a few samples but that was just testing out my skills. i really listen to everything and place the music at my fingertips and ears because without them; i don’t think i could call myself a dj. some laugh that i am, most ridicule and it doesn’t bother me. laugh it up. we all wan’t our fifteen minutes of fame and most don’t have the same minutes as others. i will continue to “create something out of nothing!” today will be calling it an way early night, got a busy morning and will need the rest. hope all have a safe and good night. sweet dreams.

company

i wasn’t to badly hurt today, the burnt skin went away for the most part on my shoulders but i was still radiating heat from my nose, i looked like rudolph the red nose reindeer; not really but might as well have looked like him. lol  it’s been tough these past two days, but i have survived not including the burns, nicks, cut and bruises that will show up later. and on that note i just got word during dinner that we are going through the summer solstice already; the hottest days of summer. epic! in a way i have the burns to prove it. the day didn’t turn into a disaster like i thought it would, but i almost didn’t wake up early this morning :-\  i was just sore. i needed pickle juice to heal my muscle aches. but it was me, my dad and little brother working together. as the day went through; the radio was great to me, only had to change it once, well twice if you count going back to previous station. it was a great mixxx throughout the whole day, there were songs that i didn’t even understand what it was about, any-who, as the carried on i got to learn some family history, turns out i am one fourth indian, not sure what tribe but only time will tell. also, that my great grandfather had blue eyes and was from spain and that my dad has about six to eight different last names; just from my dads’ side of he family. i was secretly putting my first name in front of all of them and my last name now seemed to be the only one that had a great ring to it. hahahaha sorry dad. every song seem to hit the spot, even the remixes i heard, it was great! but in conclusion i survived, one more day or maybe two and then i get to fix more stuff. hooray! (sarcasm at it finest) but what can you do?!

survival of the fittest 

airplanes

i have been obsessed with a song and keep listening to it over and over, if i go anywhere i hear it at least 1-5 times on the radio or more depending on how long i am driving for. the verse that jumps out at me the most is “can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now!” – B.o.B ft H. Williams because we all know that everyone could use at least one wish. today marked a eventful; if you want to call it that; day, woke up, got ready for class had my breakfast and headed off, even though it was raining, I wasn’t going to let the grey skys get me down. got to class and finished my exam, suprisingly all the formulas and steps to complete some problems came back to me while taking the exam. I was very proud of myself; for the first time in a long time. it feels really good when acomplishing a task. well after that was done headed home to find marked papers saying they had to be turned in today, grabbed them all and drove!
well my trip started from downtown and ended about 15-20 miles northbound, it was intense and not to mention the visibilty wasn’t so good because of the rain. once I finished with that I headed home, well I didn’t know what to do and was running around the city that it did a huge toll on me and I decided to nap. well, that nap really energized me once I woke up. began watching netflix and finished book one of avatar: the last airbender, it’s been said that that’s a cartoon that was out when I was younger but I never can recall. it is very good and am continuing book two and will eventually get through all four. now I want to go see the real movie because I am more informed on it. in conclusion i am learning new things everyday and even though i fried my brain i know it helped me grow, i have never applied myself and stuck with it, until now that you have shown me. i guess what i am trying to say is thank you and i don’t think i will ever stop thanking you.

thinking of you

nothing on but the radio

everywhere I went today turned on te radio and couldn’t help but hear the joyful songs playing. I could only help and wonder what it meant. everyone says “everything happens for a reason” I now believe it more and more. it was AMAZING.

radio says all