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i have been obsessed with a song and keep listening to it over and over, if i go anywhere i hear it at least 1-5 times on the radio or more depending on how long i am driving for. the verse that jumps out at me the most is “can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now!” – B.o.B ft H. Williams because we all know that everyone could use at least one wish. today marked a eventful; if you want to call it that; day, woke up, got ready for class had my breakfast and headed off, even though it was raining, I wasn’t going to let the grey skys get me down. got to class and finished my exam, suprisingly all the formulas and steps to complete some problems came back to me while taking the exam. I was very proud of myself; for the first time in a long time. it feels really good when acomplishing a task. well after that was done headed home to find marked papers saying they had to be turned in today, grabbed them all and drove!
well my trip started from downtown and ended about 15-20 miles northbound, it was intense and not to mention the visibilty wasn’t so good because of the rain. once I finished with that I headed home, well I didn’t know what to do and was running around the city that it did a huge toll on me and I decided to nap. well, that nap really energized me once I woke up. began watching netflix and finished book one of avatar: the last airbender, it’s been said that that’s a cartoon that was out when I was younger but I never can recall. it is very good and am continuing book two and will eventually get through all four. now I want to go see the real movie because I am more informed on it. in conclusion i am learning new things everyday and even though i fried my brain i know it helped me grow, i have never applied myself and stuck with it, until now that you have shown me. i guess what i am trying to say is thank you and i don’t think i will ever stop thanking you.

thinking of you O_o

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today was a success, woke up a little late but got done with what i needed to do! even though it took me forever and a day to finish, i am glad to say that i completed something successfully and passed. feels great, i had to shut out everything though with my earphones, but i got it done and with some time to spare too. with the extra time i had available to me i was able to move a lot of text over from one place to another, deleted my myspace page, continue reading a big book, download some music and catch up on some tv episodes that i had previously missed. i was only able to do that because i wanted to “reward” myself for doing something that would help me out. i am not going to lie, it has always been difficult for me to apply myself at something and let alone be successful at it too. but in a way i am very proud of myself for following through. there are aspects that i lack, i know this, i have figured them out for the most part, i think there are more and that there are hidden aspects i soon to discover about myself  in the future. but this feeling i have right now feels good, in a way a parallel feeling to which i had a times back. i remembered the feeling, feels like a second high without actually being on any kind of substance. in conclusion i think my brain is open up for new material to learn.

to a new milestone O_o