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“earth, air, fire and water are the four elements of life, each one can stand on it’s own and can also help one another or hurt one another, they are each a different state but all connected as one.” i just had an epiphany while being outside trying to help, i look up and reminded me of what we talked about, it came to mind old friend, buddy, ol’ pal, i can see and do things that may cloud your judgement but the things you say are not meant to knock me down but you don’t see it that way, when you speak you may find truth in the words by the way you perceive it. i on the other hand don’t see it that way, but we all need a little help sometimes looking at things from another point of view. whether what you think is right and wrong for you, is just that, it is for YOU and not me.

if you feel the things you say may hurt me, think again, nothing can bring me down, back then maybe, i used to be a push over, back then, now not so much but every now and then i do see a little of me falling into that state. we have been through and seen a lot. when i see you i can see past all the mess and can see the truth. we are one in the same; like a yin yang; you know my strengths and my weaknesses just i can read yours. things got a little sour during the conversation but we came to an understanding, what you want in life is totally up to you and your destiny to follow, not mine, and vise versa. i look at the big picture in everything and correct me if i am wrong but i think you just see what you want to see.

as i was standing outside trying to help i went into a different state of mind that i haven’t ever been, everything was so clear, like it just went *poof* but when i was interrupted it all went away. whether it is because of something, i can achieve greatness. you just have to let me, as i am about to let you. what ever may come of my new ideals, i don’t really know. i hope for the best for me as i do for all.

in conclusion, i don’t know how this will get to you but i am sending to you. how you take it is up to you. what you do with it is up to you. but as far as for me; here i go!

e.a.f.w.l. O_o

10 years ago…

How old were you? 13

Where did you go to school? Spring Branch MS – 8th grade

Where did you work? didn’t, wasn’t old enough too

Where did you live? in Bulverde

Where did you hang out? mall, theaters, school football games

How was your hair? short

Did you wear glasses? yes

Who was your best friend(s)? too many

Who was your crush? a 9th grader

How many tattoos did you have? none

How many piercings did you have? none

What car did you drive? couldn’t

What was your worst fear? clowns

Had you been arrested? nope

Had your heart been broken? wasn’t allowed to date
Now…
How old are you? 23

Where do you work? self employed

Where do you live? San Antonio

Where do you hang out? anywhere my car takes me

Do you wear glasses? rarely but contacts mostly

How is your hair? super short

Who are your best friends? 2 people

Still talk to any of your old friends? on occasion

Who is your current interest? no one

How many tattoos? none

How many piercings do you have? none

What kind of car do you drive?   Shelby my Nissan

What is your biggest fear? life & the world

Have you been arrested since, if so, how many times? still a nope

Has your heart been broken since then? yeah

Held a snake? no

Sang karaoke? yes

Laughed until you started crying? yes, kill myself sometimes

Do you cook? yes

being random O_o