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Fire & Rain. Promises, they are so wasted on myself.

attributes O_o

is all that we see true? based on science it has been said that we perceive what we see is based off light reflected of an object into our optic nerve and the transmitted into the brain. i have been wondering this since today is the very first time in a while that i have actually sat down and watch television. i saw a few show with my parents and have been watching some episodes on paranormal occurrences. very creepy. lol took a break from the tv and sat outside with tumbler, stayed out there for a bit and was staring at the stars. i was staring at one in particular, it was quite amazing, as i stared it could have been my imagination or not but is was changing colors, kind of like a prism. that in a way was a high point of my day. crazy how something so far away can burn so bright. stars amaze me. 🙂

bright stars O_o

on the ride home i realized what i have to do. drove in silence the whole way home because i was thinking and forgot about the music playing. while at my parents house i was so far away from the world, like really far away. i stayed up later then usual starting up at the sky, just gazing. i forgot how peaceful and soothing it is with out all the noise and ambient light. i could actually see stars and the milky way. it was amazing. as the day went on the rest of what is left of the family went out for dinner, we went to go eat bbq at rudy’s and remembered you and our time their. =) even though everything smelt SO good, meat wasn’t on my list to eat, all i had was turkey, beans and potato salad with a raspberry tea, was amazing but parents got sort of mad because i became like my older brother and gave up red meat. what their mad at is that they don’t know what to make me to eat if we are over. i used to be a vacuum when it came to food but now-a-days not so much, all i normally have is chicken, turkey or fish. i feel great and look slightly better, with a bit more exercise i can be my fittest i have ever been. no stopping now. i should have been a vegetarian a long time ago. in conclusion here is to continuing on my resolution of the year, i have several months to do what i said i was going to do, and as far as the other stuff, i have kept my promise.

a rising star O_o

have been star gazing just a little while ago and days past, was out side with my family and dog, while we got home from dinner today mark a special day. a day worth of memory lane if you will, had to run out earlier and go get my dad his gift, i hadn’t forgot i had just been really busy, i sort of didn’t know what to get him since he is a hard person to get a gift for, if i were to ask i know his response would be to get him nothing because he has everything, may not be much but to him he has everything. was woken up really early today, like 7am early because of something my subconscious mind remembered to do. would have been nice to do. tonight i saw a shooting star and couldn’t help to remember this’ “can we pretend that air planes are shooting stars, because i could really use a wish right now.” well i made my wish, after seing the shooting star and hope it comes true. i didn’t ask for me to take over the world but just for a life long friendship, that is they would like it, i am always here and am never going anywhere, if in case you ever need to talk, to hang out, never hesitate, i am here and always will be here, i never asked for anything in return and in doing so not sure if i did wrong, but im here and going nowhere fast. this was once was told too me. it hurts me to see you down, keep your chin up and am positive we can pull through, no matter what.

wishing upon a star O_o

been working super hard and been dedicating most of my time to school work. finished with 3 chapters of definitions earlier and decided to take a run in the park to clear my brain, even just for a little bit but while on my run I had tumbler with me and could only complete about 3/4 of the mile because I couldn’t run with him, he was too fast or too slow at times and decided to head home. had some fish for dinner and tried to relaxed. took some time and sat outside to enjoy the elements. was watching the stars and the moon come to life during the twilight moment of the day. it is pretty amazing how life around is, which is why I started looking into buddhism.

“oneness of life and light, entrusting in your great compassion, may you shed the foolishness in myself, transforming me into a conduit of love. may I be a medicine for the sick and weary, nursing their afflictions until they are cured; may I become food and drink, during time of famine, may I protect the helpless and the poor, may I be a lamp, for those who need your light, may I be a bed for those who need rest, and guide all seekers to the other shore. may all find happiness through my actions, and let no one suffer because of me. whether they love or hate me, whether they hurt or wrong me, may they all realize true entrusting, through other power, and realize supreme nirvana.” – Namo Amida Buddha

I am beging to see a lot of things that come from this type of view, some which I am liking. it is still new to me, looks like new views may be coming soon.

to seeing new things O_o