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today had turned out really PRODUCTIVE and GREAT. checked in with school for graduation and got my Summer 1 classes semi-locked in, spent a time with SOS and then had to go to work to help out as much as I could. 4 hands are beter then 2!!! was talking and chatting it up with my dad and his contractor came around and come to find out, his wife retired from what I want to pursue, I know that I need two letters of recommendation to move forward, she will be a good reference and need to ask for a second letter; the thrill of finding the next one should be a good game. finished up and safely got home and tried to relax a bit, was able to cool down but still had to do a bit more work before I could come to a complete STOP.

winnernotloser O_o

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what people don’t know wont hurt them, right?! WRONG!!!!! On 4/20/2010 it mark a Special Day and a Horrific Day for ME, the special day was a 6 monthsary (month + anniversary) of being together with –SomeOneSpecial– and had constant reminders and epiphanies about how life is, that many few people know of me, a stupid, reckless, careless, nieve, old persona I USED too be and in that horrific day marked 6 years of me being in a “state” I wish no one would endure for any reason what so ever, it was a scary time for me and it changed me to the person YOU know today and knew/know nothing of my past.

“my only weakness is you,

only reason is you,

every minute with you

I feel like I can do anything,

you changed my whole life”

This is a dreadful day for me because it always reminds me of a “what if” moment, it only happens once a year and frightens me EVERY TIME but I am SUPER glad I was able to keep constant reminder of what is more important to me and you brought me back to reality and not to dwell on the past because it would bring me down. There is NO more down, all I see is up, Up, UP! Thank You. I’m not sure if you/anyone will understand this.

O_o