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woah, had a super busy day. first i was woken up at three in the morning because it was really cold, grabbed the bigger blanket and went straight to sleep before i knew it i was dreaming. it was pretty amazing, it is the nearly the second time i have had it, from what i have been told the more it repeats it is likely to happen. if it happens i won’t let the moment pass me by. after that i woke up expecting an easy day. it is friday and almost a candy holiday. i was really cold that for the first time in a while i pulled out carol; my favorite fur hoodie, i went to school and finally my professor decides to give us some news; he said it would be good news and then dropped the test bomb on us today, it is on monday, so much for me trying to have a relaxing weekend. he went through the last chapter very quickly and by the time i began to realize i was missing some notes my arm started to cramp up. i think it the cold and when i got hit in my forearm a long time ago but luckily what ever i missed was recorded on my phone. i hope i can hear it. after that i headed into work, i was also expecting something off since it already happened before. sure enough, i was handed about fifty letters or more to write and make a envelope for and mail out. they said what ever i didn’t finish i could come in on saturday and finish or save until monday. i decided to get through them all. i even skipped lunch to try and get as much done as possible. finally brought a grilled chicken sandwich and scarfed it down for a quarter lunch and went back to work. i had to stay after hours with another coworker who was finishing up some other work. finally finished about an hour later then usual. turned in all the letters to the mail room and filled a a small basket. headed home and traffic was still heavy and made my way home. i wanted so bad to sleep but with the little energy i had stayed awake. i changed into something more comfortable and just laid on the couch. went to the store and got me a grilled turkey sub, i jammed it up with all the vegetables and more with some mustard and a jug of water. i was so full, the water did most of the trick. i think i need a break from everything. i am going to take that camping trip next week. jut for a day or two. going to see if i can retrieve my tent back and off i go. it is settled. i am already for bed and it is early, i am feeling like an old timer. stay safe out there. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

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new project in stores. coming soon. i hope it works too.

inspired O_o

today was strange, woke up to a crazy dream, was able to see in thermal imaging. as if i had bionic eyes. it was weird and also strange. as the day carried on my mom got a phone call, it was my dad. she could hear something was wrong in his voice right away. i have that gift too, being observant helps too. i was outside trying to tire out tumbler so he could sleep better at night. when i came inside my mom told me what happened, i fed tumbler really fast and jumped in the car and drove to the rescue. i know i have no medical skills or a phd, but i know how to take care of the issue at hand (pun intended.) after thirty years not one time has this happened. normally in a situation like this their woud be panic, and forgot to mention my mother was with me. she gets queazy about the situation when blood is involved. i am perfectly okay with it and have no negative reaction to the sign of blood. i did everything i could to stay alert, assertive and collected, even though i was scared out of my life to find out what happened, i had to imagine what happen and play it in my head as if it were showed on a video. everything is fine for now, on the way there and while helping, i kept seeing worse case scenarios. i know not all of them could happen, but i had to slow down my heart rate so my dad wouldn’t see the scared look in my eye. the injuries weren’t severe but they were still their. i was able to do what i had to do to my dads hand before or maybe possible later injury. i could be quite a healer under pressure, i have seen some people crack, it isn’t a good thing. i am just glad everything is okay, not sure what will happen tomorrow, i have to help out my dad, it will be tough but he can handle pain, it may have been the adrenaline but he stayed calm through it all, even when i had press, move, rotate the injured area. it seems that so far these past two days have been about something important, i now see that. what we discussed yesterday came true; in it’s own way. i hope you get well soon. it was hard to take the strange felling in my throat and make it go away. sort of felt like someone was trying to strangle me, i had to push my way through but got to the other side.

get well soon O_o

been working super hard and been dedicating most of my time to school work. finished with 3 chapters of definitions earlier and decided to take a run in the park to clear my brain, even just for a little bit but while on my run I had tumbler with me and could only complete about 3/4 of the mile because I couldn’t run with him, he was too fast or too slow at times and decided to head home. had some fish for dinner and tried to relaxed. took some time and sat outside to enjoy the elements. was watching the stars and the moon come to life during the twilight moment of the day. it is pretty amazing how life around is, which is why I started looking into buddhism.

“oneness of life and light, entrusting in your great compassion, may you shed the foolishness in myself, transforming me into a conduit of love. may I be a medicine for the sick and weary, nursing their afflictions until they are cured; may I become food and drink, during time of famine, may I protect the helpless and the poor, may I be a lamp, for those who need your light, may I be a bed for those who need rest, and guide all seekers to the other shore. may all find happiness through my actions, and let no one suffer because of me. whether they love or hate me, whether they hurt or wrong me, may they all realize true entrusting, through other power, and realize supreme nirvana.” – Namo Amida Buddha

I am beging to see a lot of things that come from this type of view, some which I am liking. it is still new to me, looks like new views may be coming soon.

to seeing new things O_o

I thought today was going to be an easy day, was woken up early but had to check on my school, was excited and started filling out my calendar with what I was taking so I wouldn’t forget and some time escaped me and headed to work. started all by myself until my dad arrived short time later. we began and had a rush of energy and tried to rip off what we had left to throw away. we got off from the top into the truck and headed to another city dump (universal city) and took an hour to unload. on our way back we began talking about my summer project and what I would need; I can talk that all day apparently, which I have now came up with a name for her (project details: coming soon), she will now be forever know as Project: Mae, I am looking into to some things to get the project started, will be going public with it, not to the extent as my dog has in the social community but pretty close to it. I will some time to begin to set it all up. bare with me, she is mine and mine alone, sorry kids, not for sale nor up for grabs anymore. if me and my dad can get both our lady’s running, we may enter competitions, maybe. still in the works and that summer goal is really far away. we will see. no more being used and abused. it is time for you to shine like you were meant too. I have a lot of hope which others may neglect when handling this. in conclusion, have added another goal to my list of goal, will be tough, but I may ask for second, third and etc opinions to make this perfect. would like others input, if any? thanks

to bringing me to life O_o