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today has been mostly about dealing with the news of yesterday, i will not be at ease until my parents return, they have already been through one scare on their last trip out of the state, i would be there with them, i just don’t have a passport, i know i should have gotten it but i have held it off for too long. since today was not as cheerful i decided to listen to music all day, i still had my new years project to work on. i found several undiscovered songs and wish to use them. i fell asleep listen to music and woke up to take off my headphones and here the thunder outside, tumbler was scared and kept getting up because the floor would shake. time to get some more sleep, good night and dream freely.

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why must you keep doing this too me? i told you many of time because of what you did to me, i never want to hear from you ever again. it’s unforgivable and i have no room for you in my life. say what you want but what you did trumps anything i could ever do to a person. in other words goodbye.

on a side note, today was very productive. i was running around and driving around everywhere. i got all i needed done. i started working on my project to forget what happened earlier. time to get back to work. catch you later.

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i just overloaded my self with too much to do today. ever since i woke up i had something to do, i did wake up later then usual that’s besides the point. i was woken up to tumbler laying across my feet, he was trying to wake me up but not trying to be subtle about it, he had business to take care of too. i opened my computer and logged into my email and found a few dozen unchecked emails, some were reminders and some were un-important, the one that mattered the most was about me returning my textbook from where i rented it from. i rushed and washed up and got ready to head off in town to tak care of it. i made it just in time and got my tracking number to trace if they have received it or not in time. i made a quick stop to the store and piked up a few items and got home to make dinner. hours later i was inspired to try to finish my project. after looking through over thousands of songs i gave myself a headache and overloaded my brain with small text. i got what i needed and have some work to do tomorrow. its late and i am about to shower and go to sleep. i will catch up soon. good night and sweet dreams. =)

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continuing from my other post. the more my parents talk about what happened the more angrier i got with my family. well actually i am more disgusted with them. i can’t stand when people segregate or discriminate for what ever reason. i know i have said it when i was younger and never knew the connotation behind it until one day i was threatened with my life and it is when i asked the principal what it meant. she explained to me what it was and ever since then had learned my lesson.

on a side note i am just glad that my parents and rest of the family is home safely. i had completed everything i needed to do while my parents were away and what they asked me to do too. i was a little inspired and started on a new project that will debut soon. i hope all had a good day, it is late and going to fall asleep soon. good night and sweet dreams.

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oh happy day! i woke up really early, at eight in the morning to be exact. wasn’t feeling well and decided to go back to bed, it was really cold and i was too comfortable in bed. slept in a little long with tumbler until he needed to go out for his morning business trip. was feeling lazy and hopped back into bed. i actually fell asleep and wasn’t planning too. i woke up around noon and just laid in be lifeless and again tumbler had to go out for more business. it is great how we are connected, he sleeps in and i do too; i get up and so does he. i had to get up to make some lunch, ate at the table and jumped back into bed to watch some tv. i received a text and i thought it was a reminder and it was you. had a great conversation and then i got an urge to read and drink coffee. i did for a little bit and then lost the urge once i finished my second cup. i saw my computer and used the notes and constructive criticism i got from patrons and went to work. i was able two complet two project, an extended version of a song and a remastered one. so far it has been a good evening can’t really say that for the morning. lol. i’m already yawning way too much and i am going to call it a night.. be safe out there. have a good night and sweet dreams.

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time to wrap it up now, i cut myself off cold turkey from the social world to get things done, it did help, today everything is riding on getting my project turned in tomorrow. i am just hoping for a good grade, above all i have never withdrawn from a class and i wonder if staying was a good thing, the only thing that worries me is getting everything turned in. had way better days then today, something was off today, not sure what it was but i am certain something was off. time to sleep. i will get back to the social world tomorrow. i do miss it but i had to get things done and needed to take drastic measures if not i would have not been able to stay focused. good night and sweet dreams.

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what a spiraling day, it all started last night while dreaming; i was able to some how control the dream and what i did. it was as if my thought had a thought, i know it is hard to explain but it kind of reminded me of inception the movie, where they went into a dream state and in that dream state they had gone into another. i was thinking of what to do and my body would do just as i thought it. it was as if i could control my world. before i could get to controlling my dream i was woken up by my alarm. it was time for me to get up and get ready for school. after getting ready had some time and tried out the new coffee i had bought yesterday. it was really good. took off for school and learned a little bit more on the what was going on before the depression. i was awake, alert, excited to learn and what felt like a good mood. after leaving school to work i was early and decided to take some time and drive. made it to work and after heading inside is when the spiral of events began. everything went from good to bad to good to bad to good. by the time i knew it it was already time to go home. even though everything was spiraling out of control i remembered my dream and how i was controlling the dream, i did just that, i took the time to enjoy the slow traffic, in a sense that i was able to think in peace, without being distracted like usual when i get home. i had a lot to catch up on from school and work. i am taking time to get a really good grade, i am tired of failing. i don’t want to be a failure anymore. even though writing in my strong suit; i have too. i think i will be asking for help because i don’t know how to go about my research paper. i got the information but where do i sart; sort of thing. it is getting hard for me to think even though it is early. i just want to sleep. already ready for bed and going to sleep early. i hope all had a good day. good night and sweet dreams.

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new project in stores. coming soon. i hope it works too.

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I thought today was going to be an easy day, was woken up early but had to check on my school, was excited and started filling out my calendar with what I was taking so I wouldn’t forget and some time escaped me and headed to work. started all by myself until my dad arrived short time later. we began and had a rush of energy and tried to rip off what we had left to throw away. we got off from the top into the truck and headed to another city dump (universal city) and took an hour to unload. on our way back we began talking about my summer project and what I would need; I can talk that all day apparently, which I have now came up with a name for her (project details: coming soon), she will now be forever know as Project: Mae, I am looking into to some things to get the project started, will be going public with it, not to the extent as my dog has in the social community but pretty close to it. I will some time to begin to set it all up. bare with me, she is mine and mine alone, sorry kids, not for sale nor up for grabs anymore. if me and my dad can get both our lady’s running, we may enter competitions, maybe. still in the works and that summer goal is really far away. we will see. no more being used and abused. it is time for you to shine like you were meant too. I have a lot of hope which others may neglect when handling this. in conclusion, have added another goal to my list of goal, will be tough, but I may ask for second, third and etc opinions to make this perfect. would like others input, if any? thanks

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while on my journey today was asking my dad if I could start on my Project: Tiffany or Project: Bruce, he said why not start on our other addition to the family a while ago and has just been sitting there. Project: ????????; still haven’t named her yet, this will be my project for the summer, build her from the ground up, still looking into some things that need to be in possession in order to begin. hope to be up by fall. few designs in mind, hope they fit or work.

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