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i was able to post a few pictures of of the party. what i didn’t want to say yesterday was i thought i would never release emotions like i did on the drive back home. i was super grateful for the opportunity that was presented to me. i was sad that i was leaving it all behind and having to get back to the real world. i took some advice from a friend who recommended some classes online and have started listening to the classes. it was a logic class and everything they were mentioning i had already learned in philosophy class. i am going to get to learning and filling my brain with knowledge because i miss school and am excited to go back. catch you later.

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well i am making a lot of progress, i still have two short essays to write after finishing this last page of my research paper. i have to keep jumping back and forth from textbook to printouts to library books. i knew it would be tough but new things were presented to me and now i am learning how to insert them into my paper. i have never used them before but there is a first time for everything. i hope all had a good day. i hope i can finish up tomorrow and study for my last final on friday. time for me to sleep. good luck to all and to all a good night and sweet dreams.

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the more and more i try to see it, it only gets wider. i kept telling myself; wake up! wake up! wake up! but it was as if my body couldn’t move, i could feel everything but nothing. what i saw was something and what the other person was looking at was behind me. i felt a sharp pain coming from my lower back, it was intense but i couldn’t move, turn, run or even speak. in a strange way, it is true what they say about dreams and what i have seen, read and learned. they are fascinating and interesting to me; well to everyone really! even when i don’t know the meaning behind them. looking back at other remembered dreams i have had, i am taking them apart piece by piece and slowly analyzing them from what i have learned and the the findings are astonishing. even statistic wise too. to say the least i am stumped on what even to say. with an educated guess; i think no one really does know what is going on in ones head but oneself. why we see the thing we see or imagine is beyond me but scientist are possibly soon to discover it, if i don’t first (about myself of course). bwahahahaha. with all this i have possibly been presented with an opportunity some may discover one day. wow!

dreaming O_o

10 years ago…

How old were you? 13

Where did you go to school? Spring Branch MS – 8th grade

Where did you work? didn’t, wasn’t old enough too

Where did you live? in Bulverde

Where did you hang out? mall, theaters, school football games

How was your hair? short

Did you wear glasses? yes

Who was your best friend(s)? too many

Who was your crush? a 9th grader

How many tattoos did you have? none

How many piercings did you have? none

What car did you drive? couldn’t

What was your worst fear? clowns

Had you been arrested? nope

Had your heart been broken? wasn’t allowed to date
Now…
How old are you? 23

Where do you work? self employed

Where do you live? San Antonio

Where do you hang out? anywhere my car takes me

Do you wear glasses? rarely but contacts mostly

How is your hair? super short

Who are your best friends? 2 people

Still talk to any of your old friends? on occasion

Who is your current interest? no one

How many tattoos? none

How many piercings do you have? none

What kind of car do you drive?   Shelby my Nissan

What is your biggest fear? life & the world

Have you been arrested since, if so, how many times? still a nope

Has your heart been broken since then? yeah

Held a snake? no

Sang karaoke? yes

Laughed until you started crying? yes, kill myself sometimes

Do you cook? yes

being random O_o

today felt like a relay, was up and moving around from the moment i got up. got to class to come to find out we were learning new chapter, well a few new chapters. after class i headed up to Austin right after class. with some determination i was able to make it to town in recored time, like guinness world record time. lol. returned back and was just something inspiring of a drive, open my eyes to see what i had been over looking. my inspiration and came across this while looking through some text, “use your imagination not to scare yourself to death but to inspire yourself to life.” – A. Brookman and was presented to join something, so i did!!! it will take a little bit of time, and some will power. but for me to master this will be a big jump for me. new things came to me the other day, something i put off when they were presented to me, but with a little bit of inspiration i came back to it and have it now buzzing in my ear. in conclusion, everyone always say you can achieve something when you put you mind to it and i am following through with what has been said.

new direction O_o