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today has been mostly about dealing with the news of yesterday, i will not be at ease until my parents return, they have already been through one scare on their last trip out of the state, i would be there with them, i just don’t have a passport, i know i should have gotten it but i have held it off for too long. since today was not as cheerful i decided to listen to music all day, i still had my new years project to work on. i found several undiscovered songs and wish to use them. i fell asleep listen to music and woke up to take off my headphones and here the thunder outside, tumbler was scared and kept getting up because the floor would shake. time to get some more sleep, good night and dream freely.

O_o

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was sent a message, wanting to know how I have been doing? sort of spilt the beans, looks like I am doing well from the outside from what they see and read but from the inside; not so much, had a strange dream last night which try to tell me something, can’t really remember it put just parts, but realized that today has been a month, but doesn’t feel like it, it feels strange, still as if it was just a couple days ago, several days have felt as if they have combined together and merged into one, have only had two fridays that I have free but even though there free I am busy. I thought I just wanted a break. sleeping is harder everyday, keep waking up in sweats and falling back asleep and wake up again several times and by the last wake up I have to start getting ready for school. everyone is telling me to do the impossible. I am doing my best and trying but it is hard work, there are things we hide from others but some know, based on their inner instincts. in conclusion even though what happened happened, it has always been said that it happened for a reason.

to knowing the unknown O_o