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today i was woken up early by my dreams. it was like what happens on inception, a dream within a dream, i was walking through a mall and with a co-worker and telling him different things when out of the blue i hear my name called i turn and turn to try to find where that voice was coming from. i was getting anxious and then kept walking and talking, moments later i could see a figure of  some sort pixelating in front of me; while this is happening my co-worker is still talking and walking; what i saw i didn’t know because i began thinking in my head to wake up. before that an arm tried grabbing me and then at that moment it was as if i could see myself waking up but it was still a dream. then in the distant could hear tumbler barking and it got louder to where i did actuall wake up for real.

after that it was early and i was able to make me a healthy breakfast and throw on a pot of coffee, sure enough i downed two cups before leaving to school and took a third with me. went to school took my test and realized some of the questions i didn’t know must of been the ones i missed class because i overslept. it is to early to tell but i don’t know how i did and wont find out until my final on next friday. after that i made it home to grab my stuff for work and headed to work.

when i arrived i greeted all co-workers and couldn’t remember for the life of me what my co-worker in my dream was telling. he was running around everywhere and i never got a chance to converse with the guy and i got busy working the whole day. i was curious and was trying to see how i was doing so far and started talking with the supervisor and he said i was doing good but to slow down on working so much, i was taking work from the others because i am asking for more work. lol. i was taken to lunch by some of the guys at work, i think the talk i had with them they finally trust me. returned and got straight to work. i think i was more distracted today by everyone then i ever have. i’m the youngest one there, it wasn’t too long ago that i was in the shoes of the kids that come and go. i had finished my last set of paper work on the deadline a few minutes before leaving. once i left for home that was that.

i arrived home and arrived early so i changed really fast and headed to the park to go running with my dog, again. since i arrived early to the park it was still some daylight out, i did my thing and it was too early to go home i decided to go another mile or so and then return home. it turned out just perfect. i was able to run a bit more in a short period of time. then returned home.

after arriving home got my sandwich out and ate before starting back up on my work i have to catch up on. it is a lot and i just woke up from a half hour nap i took. i have to get to work early tomorrow and will be going to sleep after getting ready for bed. i hope all had a good day and a safe night. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

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have done all i can. have to wait and see what happens next. what a day, i am super tired and got lots to do tomorrow, i wish i didn’t but i do, last minute things to pick up before heading home. needing to go to sleep because if i don’t i am afraid i will not wake up on time in the morning. hope all had a good day and happy birthday to all my friends who had a birthday today. on that note, good night, sleep well and sweet dreams.

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done with dinner, a while ago of course. i remembered after getting from work what today was. it is a mexican family tradition to honor the people who have passed away. i know the people who were closest in my life who i knew or even didn’t know that well are in a better place. i am still reminded everyday when i see a passing about my incident and how i am grateful for surveying. but i see life in a new perspective and i see the beauty in death now. i learned along time ago what not to do, ever since that day the haunting scares me every now and then. it is something i want to forget but at the same time if i do it may be possible it will occur again. i would rather not mess with my life or another, ever! i know what pain and distrust i caused and i am barely trying to gain that trust back. even with a busy day i doze off for a minute or two and had the strangest vertigo feeling after that i was jumped into a dream or quite possibly a hallucination, i don’t know if it was a dream or a view into the future but i can totally write that movie. and i found a mark in a book that pretty much gave me an answer i was looking for. the idea is still fresh and is written down, now just trying to figure out how to make it a hard-copy. got  few thing i will be starting after i finish with all of my school work. going to start on one right after hoping i have enough time. i will be starting a draft this weekend on my first camping trip in two years. sun, rain or even snow can’t stop my ideas but it sure can influence what happens next. i am very excited for this. i have done nothing but go to school and work, i am finally going to take a break from all technology, well almost, the will be a camera for documentation but that is about all the technology that will be with me. i hope all had a good day, it is time to sleep to start tomorrow refreshed and ready to do what needs to get done. good night and sweet dreams.

love O_o

 

today was my test day. i was woken up at six in the morning by tumbler who needed to do his business outside. come to discover that it was freezing outside, i was just in my sweats and shirtless and it didn’t hit me until i was down the stairs. ran back inside and put a jacket on. got ready for school as prepared as i was. i produced answers that i didn’t even know i could ever think of, the seventy-five multiple choice took longer then expected. i had to stay a little extra to finish up but the answers that i produced were on the written portion. there was six of them but with four answers to each one. finished that and went to work. work was work. until lunch, went to grab a bite to eat at an old restaurant that used to be by my old house and is now near my work. as much as my stomach craved fried food my brain said no. i got a grilled chicken burger and a water. it is getting difficult to find places near me that just don’t serve red meat. on my way out a coworker complimented me on my haircut. i had done a few things to it and don’t want to get into it, it was an awkward feeling. while home took my dog outside to find an old family friend next door. got to having some fun with the kids and tumbler while their mom was chatting it with my parents. am now here typing this out and about to get ready for bed. tomorrow is a long day too. i do wish all my friends a good night and sweet dreams. love you folks.

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that was fast, even after the wait. on to the next one. hope i don’t have to wait this long next time; could have just let me know.

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today woke up slightly late but had to get stuff done, left my socializing alone and got to work, went for 5 hours strait, in there we slight drink/snack breaks, threw my headphones in again and went at it, it felt as if I was in control of my own little universe. in a way it was great but at the same time it felt like solitary confinement, I was reading up on all the juvenile chapters given and learned and fixed some of my knowledge of juveniles. some stuff that I looked over reminded me of my psychology class, good’ol times I remember. 🙂 with that it reminded me that I have to talk to my head of my department to get my classes for next semester. I am so close but yet so far from actually having a piece of paper that says I am done. I guess “with great power comes great responsibilities.” in conclusion today was very well driven and productive, with YOUR help I can achieve it all.

will never thank you enough O_o

I never thought I would catch the stress-bug, except that I recently have! it all started ever since I heard that I was going to be held in place because I had too many hours, you would think that it is good to have many hours, but according to the representatives it’s not. with a little push and inspiration I got all my paper work turned in to the representatives and will be waiting to hear from them back that I was accepted, to start paying my dues and be getting myself ready for the next step. It seems that I need every push and shove and help I can get too be able to reach the next step. I just want to take the time and thank all who have pushed me and have helped me along the wave of this ride.

Thank You All O_o