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i woke up this morning with hiccups, i know how they happen but its probably been ages since i have had them. i am almost over this sinus build up i have acquired these past couple of days and when i woke up, i was in the weirdest mood. don’t know how to explain it but at best i can describe it as blank, no feeling, no thinking and no daydreaming. i normally do that several times a day, but not today. could it have been from concentrating on christmas and new years around the corner or could have the lunar eclipse had anything to do with it? it was lunar and the moon does control the waves in the ocean and the best thing that calms me down is water. even though i had a to do list on my hands i found other random stuff i had to do and made my list longer. tomorrow there the last minute thing i must do. enough of my rambling i am getting cold and when i get cold i tend to start falling asleep; which is happening now as i keep typing. i hope all had a great day! time for me to hibernate. lol. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

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today was my “half birthday” only a few people know exactly what i am talking about but they’re not here with us to celebrate. i found out that i am eight thousand five hundred and eighty two days old. that is a long time! that is a different story but now onto what got my day going, i got to reading; reading something i probably shouldn’t have. and then it started! it started to make me think, the kind of thinking that you never forget and the thought just keeps swirling in your head and you can’t stop thinking about it. when they say read the fine print, read it! i made a fool of myself at the window the other day, until now it is hitting me that i need to read every document given to me, word for word and not skip over and signing it and just turning it in; like i would normally do. i was told many moons ago that when you sign a document it becomes a legal document and are responsible for it until it is put into a file. with that, it has taken me a day to read and reread this document before i sign and turn it in. i am a couple days away from the biggest day of my life to begin and the more it nears; the more anxious i am getting, whether i get in or not. continue to stay tuned to see what will happen. lol.

anxious O_o

been working super hard and been dedicating most of my time to school work. finished with 3 chapters of definitions earlier and decided to take a run in the park to clear my brain, even just for a little bit but while on my run I had tumbler with me and could only complete about 3/4 of the mile because I couldn’t run with him, he was too fast or too slow at times and decided to head home. had some fish for dinner and tried to relaxed. took some time and sat outside to enjoy the elements. was watching the stars and the moon come to life during the twilight moment of the day. it is pretty amazing how life around is, which is why I started looking into buddhism.

“oneness of life and light, entrusting in your great compassion, may you shed the foolishness in myself, transforming me into a conduit of love. may I be a medicine for the sick and weary, nursing their afflictions until they are cured; may I become food and drink, during time of famine, may I protect the helpless and the poor, may I be a lamp, for those who need your light, may I be a bed for those who need rest, and guide all seekers to the other shore. may all find happiness through my actions, and let no one suffer because of me. whether they love or hate me, whether they hurt or wrong me, may they all realize true entrusting, through other power, and realize supreme nirvana.” – Namo Amida Buddha

I am beging to see a lot of things that come from this type of view, some which I am liking. it is still new to me, looks like new views may be coming soon.

to seeing new things O_o