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i was working on a few things today and was inspired to work. before summer i was think of a few ideas of what to do for the new year. it was way early and had forgotten about it for a few months and am way behind schedule. i had planned to create an album for a new years party which could possibly be another appearance by me. if i can finish it i will have to pull a few strings to see if what they need is what i am creating or have created. i am still in the early stages of editing but i will dedicate more time into it after i finish with my school. it is coming to a near end and it is frightening me of how good i have been in class. i am out. hope all had a good day and see you soon. good night and sweet dreams.

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i guess paper never lies. this mornings class was awesome, what i learned before from a friend really came in handy today. it was as if i could connect the dots and get everything correct. it was great. this is one of a few classes that have kept my intrest for a good time, there was some people behind me who kept talking, i didn’t want to be mean, but they really did need to shut their mouth. why be in a class that you don’t like and talk the whole way through it, drop and choose another class or at least sit somewhere where the professor doesn’t see you chatting it up. this is the first time in over a year that i have a good seat and i have to get stuck in front of the talking group. just my luck. had to run a few errands after school but it does get tiring driving everywhere sometimes. made it home in one piece and was able to get a healthy snack just in time before dinner was started, it is getting easier to eat the stuff i slowed down on, veggies. fast food is out of my system, soda is out, caffeine (if any), candy and desserts. it was a hard thing to do but so far it has gone well; for a month. have dropped a pound or two but it still is no where near what i want my ideal weight to be. i drink just about five to six liters of water everyday, even though i get cravings for food i have slowly been taught what i should eat and how, kind of like a personal eating plan; i really do hope it works. we will see at the end of september how it went. with all that under my belt i am starting back up to go run, play sports and be active. it helps so much. and feels great too. i am worn down already and it is early, everything is ready for tomorrow for school and now it is time to call it a night. good night. sweet dreams. sleep well.

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i finally got in, i have waited over a month to get in, i hope with this will help. i have been prolonging it and procrastinating too long now. august tenth is it. we will see what happens.

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what people don’t know wont hurt them, right?! WRONG!!!!! On 4/20/2010 it mark a Special Day and a Horrific Day for ME, the special day was a 6 monthsary (month + anniversary) of being together with –SomeOneSpecial– and had constant reminders and epiphanies about how life is, that many few people know of me, a stupid, reckless, careless, nieve, old persona I USED too be and in that horrific day marked 6 years of me being in a “state” I wish no one would endure for any reason what so ever, it was a scary time for me and it changed me to the person YOU know today and knew/know nothing of my past.

“my only weakness is you,

only reason is you,

every minute with you

I feel like I can do anything,

you changed my whole life”

This is a dreadful day for me because it always reminds me of a “what if” moment, it only happens once a year and frightens me EVERY TIME but I am SUPER glad I was able to keep constant reminder of what is more important to me and you brought me back to reality and not to dwell on the past because it would bring me down. There is NO more down, all I see is up, Up, UP! Thank You. I’m not sure if you/anyone will understand this.

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