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i was finally able to buckle myself down to the seat and get my reports completed. tomorrow is my last day and must have all my stuff turned in for my classes. if i get a really good grade on my final i will be grateful that my hard work paid off. i know i procrastinated a bit but i think i work well under a deadline. today i only had my daily dose of two cups of coffee and i think the caffeine is wearing out and i am getting sleepy. good luck to all who are in finals this week. i know i will be needing it tomorrow. since i am done i am going to try and get some rest before trying to hibernate with the weeks that follow. i hope all had a good day. i love you folks. good night and sweet dreams.

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well i am making a lot of progress, i still have two short essays to write after finishing this last page of my research paper. i have to keep jumping back and forth from textbook to printouts to library books. i knew it would be tough but new things were presented to me and now i am learning how to insert them into my paper. i have never used them before but there is a first time for everything. i hope all had a good day. i hope i can finish up tomorrow and study for my last final on friday. time for me to sleep. good luck to all and to all a good night and sweet dreams.

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i think i have a slight guess of what you may be saying. you did what you did because you had too. maybe you should forgive yourself but that is just me thinking out load. i don’t want what happened to make you want to crumble because of me. i know you well enough to know you are strong and you have proven to me that you are capable of doing extraordinary things, with help or without. i did all i could to make you see that and it showed. maybe i was just a stepping stone for you to see the full potential that you have in you. i do wish the best for you. i can’t dictate what my heart wants but can only decide to do this out of the kindness of my heart. good luck with everything.

in other related news, i received a phone call after work with a few questions that followed. it was one of the applications i put in along with my resume and was asked if it was current, i didn’t realize it was over a year an a half old that i hadn’t updated the thing. maybe now with an updated form of my last year, i can show what i have come to accomplish. i have been exhausted these past two days from only getting several hours of sleep, not the full requirement. i feel so old that instead of me taking a nap today, i actually fell asleep for about four hours. the crazy thing is i am still very tired and i am already ready for bed. it is very early and i do wish all a good night and happy dreams.

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been watching a show and realized what this show involved and also made me realize that i have done this kind of work myself without even remembering until now. for some odd reason i have always liked statistics. there are many different algorithms to figure out some statistics and i have constructed some of my own in the past. with this at hand i feel as if i am ready to take school in a whole new different way. in a good way at that. with past classmates we were offered to hand over a copy of our project to the sociology department and would be used for future examples. not sure how many people have seen the work we created but i know something now that i didn’t realize back then. socializing help my work in so many aspects that i know with my future advancements i will follow what i had started and continue with the social experiments and socializing of what is to come, i have seen inspiration before and these ideas are up there with that. i hope to be successful and published one day. it could happen.

best of luck O_o

today was suppose to be a day of working, what it turned out to be was a downer or bummer. my morning wasn’t so great, woke up at six thirty because of the pain killers wearing off; my foot was in a slight bit more of pain. my mom couldn’t see me suffer anymore and she decided we would head down to see the chiropractor but he wasn’t available due to family issues. then we went to see if my cousin knew anybody and had no luck there. as the day went on i rested on the couch, i knew what would be coming tomorrow and needed all the rest i could take. the pain i am in i can control, one wrong move and i pull the muscle and hurt myself, my parents are afraid if i don’t get this fixed now that it could come back later when i am older and haunt me and might possibly be worse. as if that wasn’t enough; i got an email reminder to pay my classes. if i didn’t i would lose them. well because i got a non passing grade during summer the school decided to deny my chance at getting aid. my tuition jumped to a whopping eight hundred dollars minus books. i had to drop out of a class in order to make a slight payment to even keep my classes. i am very bummed about that, but this isn’t getting me down that easily. i am a fighter and have always been. i want to rant out but what would be the point, it is my fault i could have gotten a better grade, formulas and steps are more difficult to follow sometimes for me. if i made this mistake it is time for me to take responsibility for my actions and put blame on me instead of the world. i do put myself down sometimes but i have to in order for me to learn not to do it again. i believe in myself as well as other see expectations in me too. i glad some people do believe. now it is my turn to appreciate everybody for that and show them there encouragement meant the world to me. i am very sorry if i have let anyone down, my time is now! i am seeing to much i don’t want to see. that is enough of my day, how was yours?

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“when preperation meets opportunity that’s when you get your lucky chance. life is all about competition and who wants it the most.” – ludacris – If I Can Dream

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