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i am writing in this way too early. it is nine at night and i am already falling asleep. i partially blame the medicine that i was taking. i produced and edited two songs today, took me just about all day. i had lost track of time on the most recent one for a tribute to tron: legacy the movie. the other song airplanes is still my favorite song and i figured why not. they came out good, different from what you would normally hear but good. i hope all are doing well. stay safe out there kiddos. time for me and my happy feeling medicine to sleep. good night and sweet dreams. take care.

O_o

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i just got out of the shower with a refreshed feeling. i feel as is i have washed away a few weights of my shoulders and feel that what i wrote early had been picking at my finger tips to get out. i have normally stayed quiet about a lot of things, i think it is time for a change. it is time for me to be outspoken. getting tired of never having a voice or being heard. this ends now. i hope everyone had a good day but it is time for me to get some rest and hit the books again tomorrow. be safe. have a good night and sleep well with sweet dreams.

O_o

i am trying. trying to leave my mark. today has shown me what i need to do in order to achieve even thinking of making a mark in the communities. everyone was asking me if something was wrong because i have never gotten after anyone the way i did today. i did have to get after a few kids. was trying to teach them about respect. in order to be respected you have to give it first. that was one of the biggest morals i was taught while growing up and has stayed with me ever since. a code like the kids like to call it is not learn on the streets but should be learned at home first. in no way am i saying i am perfect human being because many people who really know me know that i am not perfect, i am just watching what i do in life to learn from it and to leave a legacy. i have heard that word everywhere today. in the store, work, books, thoughts, television, etc. if that isn’t a sign i don’t know what is. so far the day has gone, i am having this weird feeling that i have never had before; ever.

O_o

wow! really?! that has got to be one of the most frequent things i have been hearing about myself from others lately. i am too nice! was talking with some old friends today and have found out that; for the fourth and fifth time now; that i am a nice person. it seems to be portrayed as a bad thing. when can i show the world that good does still exist in this world and it’s a good thing?! really guys. c’mon! i couldn’t believe my ears. is being “bad” a good thing?! i live my life “safe” as some people believe to be a bad thing; for the reason that i have been through hell and back. for those who know me and my family know best; very few people actually do. i became the person you know today for personal reasons that i didn’t want to end up like a few, well many close relatives i know. it is a tragedy. breaks people’s hearts, especially even if one day you know you will one day get that phone call when something bad has happened or worse. is it wrong that a few beliefs i have can be appreciated by some, and not by all. but then again; it is my life! i am in no way saying i am perfect because i am not but still, live my life with morals to one day show others that not all we do can be a stigma and carry on with our legacy. i don’t know whether to be angry or disappointed. but after hearing it five times from different people, it astonishes me; really! i guess people’s perception of good is actually bad. wow! i really can’t believe it. even after this i still hope everyone has a great night. deuce.

por siempre O_o

to sleep or not to sleep? that is the question, i now understand a bit more of my math work and all i had to do was ask questions after class, i have always felt embarrassed to ask, for one it was something so simple that i could probably have easily spent some time and browse through the book to find it and second because i have always felt that asking questions and getting help means i am incompetent and unable to get understand thoroughly. but today, for the first time in forever, i put my pride aside and stayed after class to ask the professor some questions because i needed help and that help would come in handy for tomorrows test. even with doing homework and notes it is still a bit difficult to understand so many formulas and steps that need to be followed before coming up with the simple answer. while i was running in the park trying to clear my brain of all the work i have been putting into my school work i felt that i needed to turn my attention my pain away from my bran and distract it for the time being before diving right in again. i still need a bit more help, if there is anyone out there that would like to scratch off a good deed of their list, i would really like some help! i saw this today and couldn’t help but write it down. “i am the master of my fate & i am the captain of my soul.” – Nelson Mandela (from the movie Invictus) was a great inspirational quote and was a great movie. i would like to one day say something that would be inspirational and would be used by others after i am gone. in conclusion i think i want to stay up and study like i have never studied before to get an “A” on my test tomorrow, should i or should i get rest and try my best?!

knowledge is power O_o

today like other way past days has been one of the busiest, I wrote down on my tv screen with a dry erase marker so I wouldn’t forget anything, it looked like a bloody or graffiti wall with writings all over. first started by waking up and showering and getting ready and headed off to Target for some headphones that were on sale for $8.00, but were out and bought Paul Frank ones because I liked the color. then headed to FedEx to print a shipping label to be able to send out a broken memory card and went to the wrong place and was directed to UPS up the road which wasn’t a huge hassle. was around the area and decided to attempt to find out what was wrong with my bank card, they said my address did not match their systems, changed that and headed to Custom Sounds to see what I needed to get a new stereo unit installed when my mom called to head back to the mall and make a payment for her. I did! returned home and had to take towels to laundromat to dry, when I completed that headed to a gas station to fill up a 5 gallon jug of water because the tap water that comes out the pipes has fluoride and tastes funny. dropped that off at home and noticed I did not have everything to make my famous mac’n’cheese for dinner, got what I needed and headed back home to pay my Summer School, took all 10 minutes and started prepping dinner, took me about an hour to prep dinner and finally threw it in the oven to wait another 20 – 30 minutes for it to bake completely. munched down on it and messing around publicly challenged world famous chef, Bobby Flay, for a mac’n’cheese challenge. it was a joke but at the same time it was not. I had a little time to spare and checked email, phone update, software update for computer and everything checked out okay. turned on the tv and began watching Glee (good episode this one was), after that finished saw a little bit of the news while looking for new wallpapers for my phone and am now writing and soon to be watching the rest of Season 5 of Grey’s Anatomy before going to bed and seeing what tomorrow has to bring. it seems the quote I posted this morning was used through the day and made a good title for this blurb or blog entry. here it is again; “you can do what you think is impossible!” which I find to be very true, all you have to do is have a goal and go for it, like someone once showed me, taught me and wrote me to “aim for the moon; that way if I miss I would end up with the stars.” this is something I take to heart, I know everyone would like to leave a legacy behind even though it will be a hard thing to do but; MY LEGACY STARTS TODAY!

achieving my legacy O_o