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papers. papers. papers. so much trees being used up today. have stayed away from my computer all day until a few hours ago. today was just handed a boat load of work and on top of that i already have work to do for school. i decided to stay home and head to work early. they had told me to brace myself. i really thought they were joking. i was wrong. when someone sounds sincere they mostly are telling the truth. i was told what ever i didn’t finish to come in tomorrow to finish up. i didn’t want to decline the offer because i think it was a test to see how far i can be pushed, i did let them know even though it was a holiday i still had class to go to in the morning. i will be there after school to finish up. as the day came to an end i knew what was ahead. well not really because i got a feeling to read. read i did. it had been a while since looking at a few things, once you are blocked there is not much you can do but wonder. i tried wishing for certain things but when that failed me i started wishing for things to happen. in a way they were granted. i am very happy they did. i think that now that you are back in my life i can stop worrying about how you are and can ask you instead of imagining the worst. i am taking this leap to reach out in baby steps. i don’t want to ruin or rub the world in the wrong way. when you really left me it felt like the whole world did too. even my best friend stopped talking with me. no one was talking to me and i was going to school with no ambition to continue but i stuck with it because i have paid for classes out of my pocket and need them to graduate. but i can graciously say that today has gotten so much better. i think i just needed someone to spill some stuff too and before i texted you my best friend called me, but recently got in touch with me a few days before i went camping and has slightly refrained from being distant. i have seen too many papers for a day that i am taking a break from writing my reports and going to bed. it is tmie for bed and you have made my day from crappy to way way way better. i do wish i could say something but i wont. thanks. have a great night and very much sweet dreams. missed you so.

O_o

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is it crazy to say that my life just flashed before my eyes. what a day of doing everything i can, i know there is more meaning to this world and i am bound to find out what it will be. whoever enjoys a journey follow it, now you can’t say no one never told you as it has been told to me.

“it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you will be”

no matter what, i shoot for the small to make the climb to the bigger. because what if fine isn’t good enough? what if what we search for is extraordinary. i am scared; everyday. our time is right here! right now! give it your all because there may not be another opportunity like the one that is in front of you. i just had this sort of feeling stir up in me these past few hours because the first step to better times is to imagine them. hope all had a wonderful day. may all have a good night and dream that dream.

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today has been an adventurous journey, and the journeys taken were something of a task, first one of the day was to get to school on time, suprisingly enough I have been able to get up on my own and make it to class on time, most who know me know that I can be late at times. when that happens I usually am sprinting to make it to class and breathe very heavily and it sounds as if I am breathing like if I was doing yoga. lol. well during class a lot of material was shown on the board, it is more formulas then before but I am not complaining because I k ow I can do this, I can just feel it in my fingertips and am prepping all I can for it. I will see how it goes from here.
the second voyage consisted of trying to hunt down an item that I have been looking for a little while, I was able to locate but still need one or two more to have a complete set.
the third voyage was the longest, I had to drive to austin again for my little bro to pick up an item he had purchased while he is in Houston on his mini vaction and independence day, while my older brother is away traveling the states and I am here trying to concentrate on my studies but had to do this because a favor asked will be returned. within all this my phone is blowing up like crazy, like a new phone call every 5-10 minutes for about 4 hours strait. the most I have ever used my phone and my call waiting. was able to get everything done that was asked in this town. I couldn’t leave because of the storm the was chasing me while driving up here arrived towards the end of all business. after all this I was slightly able to relax and write down my adventure for the on a notebook because what I thought would be a grab and go voyage turned out to be a mini vaction but am writting this now in a hurry because my phone will die soon, didn’t bring a charger or my laptop and am suffering. in conclusion I guess I needed a small break and this was it. things were crazy and hectic for me, how are things with you?

to fast transcribing O_o

It takes more than good memory to have good memories. – My Fortune Cookie

O_o

STOP and think what you are saying, I did not even say that, you are twisting my words and with that, provoking more trouble, I am not saying you did anything but I left them there, for no one to touch but me; that way I know where I last left them and can find them, I never said you threw them away but you could be a bit more careful.

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