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today i was consumed; consumed and piled with work to do. i am exhausted, i had a good rest but i feel like i got slammed by a train. i know can fully understand people who work two jobs. it is a killer on your feet and a rush trying to get to one place to the next and not to mention trying to go to school at the same time, i can see how people also get burned out. i was labeled worthless today by an assistant at work, she claims she was just playing around because i am getting to know a few of the other workers and that is what she has labeled them. the cool thing is is that i decide to move up from a part time worker i have eleven of twelve recommendation letters, workers told me as long as i keep up the good work they would let me know when a full time position opens up because i would be a great addition to the team. it is very reassuring to hear. put a smile on my face. they see me as a way too serious person but i am breaking that habit of mine. i got another long day tomorrow. will have to take it as it is thrown at me. hope all had a better day : ) but for me it is time to sleep. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

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today was a busy day to say the least. i was up in time for school got ready for work at the same time and headed to school. the professor was late. while we waited a classmate who had never acknowledge anyone started talking with me. i was dressed up according to what work wanted me to wear. he wanted to know if i worked for a company because i had my identification card in the shirt pocket and i told him no, i let him know where i work but couldn’t discuss anymore because of the privacy forms i was give to sign about not releasing any information about the clients and also a confidentiality contract. moments later the professor arrived, even after being five minutes late opening the door he takes off to his office and five minutes later he returns. while we; the remaining students, were thinking he would start on the lecture, he went on another ten minute rant about other non-related material. everyone was kind of frustrated or agitated that he took and is taking forever to start on the lecture. after school i had to come home to take out tumbler to do his business, i got my paperwork and other materials i needed for work.

i headed to work. today i was taught how to log into the main system and because the boss was not there; i wasn’t going to get a username and password to the system just yet. i did have many case loads to follow up on and a few files that i had to find and send and refile. as the day was going my coworkers started to open up and i got to know more of how they are. they’re funny at times but when it is time to work they buckle down and get serious about there job. i like that kind of atmosphere. tomorrow is another busy day of files and letters and more papers. i can’t really discuss too much about some of the things i do because of some legal actions that have happend in the past and a confidentiality contract that limits me on what i can say and actually talk about. some people bring their work home with them, i can’t. i am liable and i am watched very closely. i think some of the stories told to me are bizarre but i think they actually happened but are exaggerated a little to seem better for a story teller. like i have heard and read before that “lies are easier to remember then the truth.” i hope all had a great day. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

this has got to  have been one of the strangest and weirdest weekends i ever had. it all started friday morning. slept in and other stuff was going on around me at the same time and i didn’t even know about. as the day went on something happened that i am not very proud of and has never ever happen to me; my keys; well i rather not say because it is too embarrassing, to say out loud let alone to write down in text. because of a phone call all of my plans had to be rescheduled or mainly modified. i drove.

drove for a bit. arrived and was able to settle in for a few minutes before going to search for my brother. he was celebrating his return back from visiting asia. how cool is that! pretty rad if you ask me. found him and i had that silent tear; you know the single one that is just released from your eye when you  are extremely happy, yeah that one. we and some other friends conversed. meanwhile below the border my parents went to visit my sick uncle and take him to a specialist farther outside of the city and back here i arrived home and got to thinking if there were new plans in the near future. but there is still so much i need to accomplish before some plans can go into effect.

after waking up i wasn’t feeling so well, mold and ragweed were high, but the crazy thing is i have never been allergic until then, the day went on and we went to have a dinner party for a friend who was born half a century ago. i was continuing to feel bad, i cut the night was short and headed home. i was almost asleep when i got a phone call to be a designated driver. i picked up my brother and friend from the road and returned back home to sleep. meanwhile i had received another call from my parents earlier that day that they were safely on there way back; or so i thought.

i was woken up to tumbler (my dog) getting sick and puking on the carpet. of course i had to get up really fast and remove and clean. i did just that. i had a few things to do. well more then a few. when i got to the dishes my mind stopped running a thousand miles an hour. i think the sound of water calms me down or maybe the feeling of water. i have yet to figure out what it is. by this time my parents were already home. i left this afternoon to go home. i was driven and met halfway through. we stayed for a bit and said our goodbyes after a little quality time that was there. on the way home my parents let me know what had happened. this is where it gets weird and strange.

apparently every time we had visited that part of the city we always end up losing and animal dearest to us. my mom had told me that our old dog had a cold for a few days now. even with all the care and medicine it didn’t help. my dad let her run free and she just walked to the back of the shed. normally she was a strong and brilliant dalmatian. she had a lot of what tumbler has know, i think he picked it up from her and some pointers from me as well. my dad said she was in plain sight and then she disappeared. my dad went looking for her when she wouldn’t answer her name being called out. she had walked farther away from from the house and removed herself from sight when she passed away. she passed away of natural causes, she was quite old. but she like our other dogs and pups will never be forgotten. we will miss you brittany, we love you girl. may you rest in peace and go visit our other canine family in doggy heaven. and if that wasn’t enough to bare, the kept going and told me what happened on the return trip.

while on their way back from the doctor and passing all the check points they were stopped by a federal cop truck and pulled off the side of the road. my dad was wondering what he had done wrong. it was broad daylight and he wasn’t drunk or speeding or being reckless in anyway shape or form. the official asked my dad to step out of the car and pop the trunk and hood of the rental car. he inspected the hood quickly and then returned farther away from the car with the trunk still opened. he asked my dad several questions. my dad answered with no problem. it was until the official assumed my dad had money and was lying. on a side note my dad has never done any of that, he is a well respected contractor in the business. he normally doesn’t carry a high amount of money on his person. as the official he told him that he would be going to jail. he brought out handcuffs and asked him what he wanted to do, at this point my dad was thinking that he was never going to see his wife, kids and family ever again. he was thinking the worst possible. as i am hearing this i am furious and thinking to myself, if anything like that ever were to happen i would pull the sort of stunt that you see in movies. i’ll just leave it at that.

he offered his last one hundred dollar bill to the official, mind you the officer had a loaded machine gun. while all this is going on my mom, aunt and uncle are in the car trying to listen and see what is going on. but they can’t since they were far away from the car. no one around for miles. they told him that he was going to jail and whoever was in the car would go about there business. at the same time there are three other men in the truck and also with loaded weapons. my dad highly believe what was going down was, what has been seen on the news lately over the border. with the offering my dad said that was his last hundred dollar bill and it was for the return trip home. the man was furious and said if he wanted them back that he would be sent to jail. the man refused to take the money where the others would see and the official asked him to make it as if they were shaking hands to make the swap. luckily the man let them go. my dad was saying at that moment in time he felt his life was just worth a hundred dollars and that the other guy could care less what happened next.

as they pressed on to reach the border my dad said he felt dead inside. no feeling what so ever. literally as if his life flashed before his eyes. he said no matter what until this drug war and corruption continues he would not return; until it is fixed. by the looks of things doen’t look like it will be stopping anytime soon. as soon as they hit american soil was when he felt alive again. we were on protected and safe soil. with great appreciation of cops and other s who serve, he know saw why we our such a great country.

my mom was saying what would happen if it did actually happen. but instead i swayed her mind from thinking like that and know there is a higher power that can protect with some faith. i didn’t know whether to me sad or angry at what happened but all i know is that i had the biggest epiphanies this weekend due to everything that happened this weekend. there are other missing parts to this story but i am choosing to leave them out. it makes me angry at what they are doing., hurting innocent people for a few extra bucks in their pocket tax free. there is more i would like to say but can’t.

some things will be looked into because of my epiphanies, let’s just see what happens. i am extremely tired and i wish everyone stays safe. have a good night and dream happy dreams.

O_o

what a day, even to say the least. i slept in again, my back was hurting and i had a tylenol pm and it worked wonders but i didn’t wake up in time. but i was woken up in time for work. on my way into work i was placed as the person to bring ice for a social gathering for work, we were going to celebrate boss day. i realized i have been working for six weeks and i have joned a new family, what i do is easy but may not be suitable for others, as shown. as the day went on i got a call, i knew what was to come. a change of plans. my brother was home from visiting asia. he needed his car and i was the only one who had time to do so. i am here visiting him now and other friends but i still can’t be free and play. i still have to do things via the web. i need to get them done, my grade depends on it. as far as tonight, i hope all had a better day. stay safe, good night and dream happy dreams.

O_o

 

just popped in a pill because my back is killing me and let’s see how i wake up tomorrow. good night.

O_o

what a day. damn i think i may have slept wrong or lifted something wrong. my back is hurting. well i hope everything went well today. i should be finding out pretty soon. i am anxious to know what has to be said. even with a retake i am nervous. finished homework and just about everything else for today. am ready for bed and will be making it an early night. i think tomorrow will be just as busy. i will know a lot more tomorrow. hope all had a better day. it is that time. good night and dream happy dreams nd stay safe.

creo O_o

today went well except for an achey back-spasm. i think it was being hunched over and working on the bike yesterday. today was another busy day added on to my list of busy days. i woke up early and went to school. was able to have some time to make it home and grabbed a quick bite of breakfast before heading out to work. arrived and went straight to work. since i grabbed a late breakfast i was not hungry until after the lunch hour.

what what have been my lunch my mom called me to know if i had heard or seen anything on a friend of mine. he has so much family and wife drama that he tried to commit suicide by taking some of his moms’ heart medication but it just made his heart race as if it was on speed. hey if you are reading this you know who you are, there was no need for that, it is obvious that the big guy still has plans for you if you are still here, even though times are tough and need to hang out, let me know, drowning yourself in alcohol and skipping on your mandatory military counseling doesn’t help much; it does sort of make the problem bigger and now you are more involved then ever. take care of yourself brother.

couldn’t believe what i was hearing and even on the job too. after work i headed hom and there was traffic, i left fie minutes later then usual and was stuck in traffic for a while. got home safely and began with a snack and then on homework. i finally finished and i am ready for bed and ging to try to read. i hope all had a great day. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

what a fast paced day. had a test and evaluation this morning. took several hours but it needed to be done. i will have to return on wednesday to finish the evaluation since today was a holiday. it was well over five hundred questions. after that i had to rush home and beat lunch hour traffic, made it home and had to take the dog out for his business first and then made me some chicken soup and added some rice and it came out better then expected. from there rushed to get to work and worked. work was over and had to crawl through traffic even though it was a holiday i think only kids were had the day off. got home and started to fix my bike, was able to relax while doing that and hear some tunes. came inside washed up for dinner and it is already early and a friend texted me to go bowling, i went for two games and left since i had class in the morning. i hope all had a good day. good night and sweet dreams.

O_o

wow what a day today has been. it is early and already i am falling asleep. i know i need my rest because tomorrow will be one hell of a day for me. so much to do with so little time. these next few day determine a lot. i am nervous. for the first time in a while. i know baby steps were there before but now i am taking a huge leap and i will have to see what my evaluation says. i know i am not crazy, well i hope not but pts does change some things. hope all had a good day. it is time for me to rest and sleep. good night and happy and sweet dreams.

porque O_o

today was my test day. i was woken up at six in the morning by tumbler who needed to do his business outside. come to discover that it was freezing outside, i was just in my sweats and shirtless and it didn’t hit me until i was down the stairs. ran back inside and put a jacket on. got ready for school as prepared as i was. i produced answers that i didn’t even know i could ever think of, the seventy-five multiple choice took longer then expected. i had to stay a little extra to finish up but the answers that i produced were on the written portion. there was six of them but with four answers to each one. finished that and went to work. work was work. until lunch, went to grab a bite to eat at an old restaurant that used to be by my old house and is now near my work. as much as my stomach craved fried food my brain said no. i got a grilled chicken burger and a water. it is getting difficult to find places near me that just don’t serve red meat. on my way out a coworker complimented me on my haircut. i had done a few things to it and don’t want to get into it, it was an awkward feeling. while home took my dog outside to find an old family friend next door. got to having some fun with the kids and tumbler while their mom was chatting it with my parents. am now here typing this out and about to get ready for bed. tomorrow is a long day too. i do wish all my friends a good night and sweet dreams. love you folks.

O_o

have felt like a ghost all day today, even after school. as if i wasn’t even around. people passed by me and nothing. what can one do?!

“be the change you want to see in the world”

i saw this today and it has me thinking. thinking of things i could never see myself doing, until now! i have been able to accomplish a good amount of goals in my life. but while thinking i wrote down a small time capsule like note to myself, hope it is a good thing. i also came across another saying in a book.

“no man can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude without finally getting bewildered as to which may be true” — Hawthorne

kind of reminds me of something i saw on a television show several months ago. it did work for the character; but then again it was just good television. let’s see if i can accomplish this. small baby steps for now. see you soon. have a good night…friends. & family.

tuyyo O_o

while on my second run i began think, am i doing the right thing? even though this internship is easy i am feeling it is wrong all at the same time. yes it is an internship but on the other hand it has nothing to do with my profession. i thought it to be at first. but now i’m not so sure. i been told not to waste time because it will be difficult to catch up. as true as it may be that and among other things have been racing through one half of my brain and as far as the other half it is on this huge quiz i have been dreading. even if i could stop time i think it is way too much information for a quiz but i was able to attend a online study session that helped some. i do hope i don’t forget any small details that i really need to know. as far as today did what and maybe more then i needed too but can’t worry about that too much, need all my focus on school for the next ten hours. i hope all had a great day, it is time for me to sign off and sleep. have a wonderful night and sweet dreams.

con mucho carino O_o