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everything is messy today and has gone wrong today. i woke up late, i was out of food to make breakfast but i was still able to have my coffee, but the last errands i had to run got sidetracked because i was asked to go to the mall and try to find some stuff and to make a few payments. i got ready and headed out, it was horrible! i disliked it very much, there are not many things i dislike but this ranks up there. i felt claustrophobic everywhere i walked. people screaming and kids yelling and on top of that took me about half an hour to find parking. ugh. tomorrow is near, going to visit my friend and go to the gym. i hope all have a great day. see y’all later.

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i woke up this morning with tumbler crying because he needed to go do his business, normally i am up way earlier but today i stayed sleeping. i also woke up with a sinus pressure and it was causing me to get a slight headache and has been going on and off all day. i just popped in two pills and i hope they help.

also for the past three weeks my right ankle has been burning up. like all of a sudden it feels like it radiates heat. i don’t know what it is and is happening right now.

did what i had to and couldn’t applications to work. i was picked up by my parents and went to my little cousins first birthday party. i wanted cake so bad, it was my favorite, strawberry with vanilla creme frosting so i snuck off with kids and ate a piece. it was good but not as good as the one you made for me. =) we headed home because my headache came back stronger and was putting me to sleep. i am already going to sleep early because of the pills. everyone have a safe night and be safe. good night and sweet dreams.

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what a day. woke up to the alarm blowing up in my ear. i would have said good morning but the cable lines were frozen and my internet was down because of it. took my final and went home, started on my reports and felt like some coffee, i was already out of it. i had one scoop which couldn’t make me two cups. rushed to the store and it had failed me, the coffee i wanted was out. i know it is now illegal to text while driving but had to respond back, didn’t want you to think something happened to me. i was okay just driving. i went to my next favorite place to shop. found what i wanted and by the time i knew it i was home faster then anything to try to get home before traffic started up. had my coffee and continued on my report. tumbler was crying and since it was early and i was home i decided to go running early. i pushed my limit. i was going to hurt but need to keep my cardiovascular up to keep my heart healthy. i had a scare the other day, nothing serious but scary. while i was typing away i lost track of my battery life and drained my battery twice today. i am finished with five report out of seven total. two more to go and due friday and i also have one more final to go. i hope all had a good day. i am okay. time for me to sleep. have a good night and sweet dreams.

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today has been a wake up call above all other things. all happened during work. what i did was nothing compared to what i have done before, i was able to sit in with a few families and saw how things could possibly take a turn for the worse. i could relate to some of the things going on but some of the other things i couldn’t relate too. i was sort of shocked of what was told to me by strangers i have never met before. everyone beat around the bush and said i looked liked a trustworthy person and that’s why they were able to talk to someone like me. with the confidentiality agreement i had signed i was to report any harmful actions to one self or others. luckily what i was told wasn’t life threatening, it was mostly just a cry to be heard. some of the stories were a little tough to hear but it got me thinking that if i can possibly fix my problems i would be open to help others who are going through some of the little things i was and have been struggling with. i got to talking and listening to one case, wow did i feel bad for the kid, the parent wasn’t making an attempt but the child wanted to better themselves and the parent was just being ignorant that it made the child feel embarrassed to say the least. i did all in my power that i could today and felt like i made a difference in their lives and possibly the parents. as i got home i just wanted to rest but knew i couldn’t. stuff had to get done. as i ended up being done my parents were over and started cooking. i like having family dinners. i really do enjoy them, we are a lively crowd of crazy people, in my thoughts; well maybe as others see us too. lol. who knows?! i am getting to tired to keep writing. stay safe. good night and sweet dreams.

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woke up today knowing a little about myself and started to do some things that made me step into another pair of shoes that rarely happens. I know we can be a bit of a handfull sometimes but we don’t do it on purpose. since we were not taught, we have never been in this situation before. my out looks on life are simple, they give me a challenge. it’s not that I am selfish but it sometimes seems to me when I look at the big picture that the world has to revolve around me. when in reality it doesn’t. i see now what you go through on a good long time basis to realize today how much I appreciate everything you have done for all of us. I think everyday as I grow and grow I am learning what you mean you mean by “you have been there done that.” I know we are not all perfect, but there are things you don’t know, not because we choose not to tell you; I think it is because you will not see us the same way as what you know today. I am sorry for you having to lose the thing that matters most to us. but it is not the end and we can still be taught new things and better things to show we listen and care what you have to say. “everything will be okay in the end, if it’s not okay, then it’s not then end.” I learned a lot today. Thank You and have a safe trip back because I am not sure what were to happen if something unpleasant happens.

to maturing and growing O_o