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i was working on a few things today and was inspired to work. before summer i was think of a few ideas of what to do for the new year. it was way early and had forgotten about it for a few months and am way behind schedule. i had planned to create an album for a new years party which could possibly be another appearance by me. if i can finish it i will have to pull a few strings to see if what they need is what i am creating or have created. i am still in the early stages of editing but i will dedicate more time into it after i finish with my school. it is coming to a near end and it is frightening me of how good i have been in class. i am out. hope all had a good day and see you soon. good night and sweet dreams.

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i have been told to “make something out of nothing.” recently have been inspired to speak through my work. i never did understand that until today. it is a huge quote throughout the marketing and advertising classes which i have never taken but have heard all about them many years ago. many artist speak through their music, but what do you call an artist that uses others to create another type of music? the closet people around me know what i am talking about. the answer is a dj. why it comes to a surprise to most i don’t really know?! i am i the works with an artist permission to use their music to create my own, have been searching and searching and even though the majority of my library is full of all types of music, i am very happy about that because then who ever were to look over my library would know why i do what i do. i guess in a way this post is to let the world know i am a dj and judge all you want. but answer me this when you go out to a club, who is producing the music? yeah that’s right the dj. on a different bar note (lol) today was good, was able to talk. something i hadn’t done in a while. in a big way i felt relieved, maybe every side of the coin is better if i let it go it’s course instead of me trying to control it. i know not everything is in my control but i can control me, i can finally live and let live. we’ll see how it goes from here, good i hope. thanks.=o)

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been practicing one of my lost art these past couple of days with everyone i speak with, most of the people who don’t understand look at me strange but i know that as long as i know i have been speaking it for a long time now but nobody knows that. people see my family and see what they want to see. when we are all together we roll in six strong, bros, aunt, mom, dad and me. been thinking these past couple of days, i told myself it was my turn; and for the most part it has but i still haven’t figured somethings out. i can’t ask my family for help but the person i can ask is … me! i need to figure out everything before it gets too late, it feels like my drive is on cruise at a high rate of speed, i used to be careless about things but i have looked at what has happend and i have become more careful with everything. not sure why. pretty soon i think around here is going to start feeling like it did before. even though i had everything, i didn’t have anything. i have accepted i am a fuck up and have issues to deal with but we all have them. i think as long as i can fix one at a time i will be fine, maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow but maybe soon. i can’t keep too much bottled up because if i do i know i will shut down and i will go nuclear. i don’t want that to happen. i am optimistic and that’s what make me, well, me. maybe a tweak here and there but i like who i am. in conclusion i guess i just need to open up, haven’t spoke to anyone about what’s swirling around but a white screen that i can enter text into. i know talking is better but there are just moments i can’t even open my mouth too.

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